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Part Eighteen- Put that Pride Aside!

day forty seven

It had been about a week since the two girls broke up. Sana knew she had to stay strong and not text Tzuyu, pleading her to come back, but it was getting too difficult. Sana couldnt think straight, she couldnt talk correctly, and she didint act the same way. There was only one way to describe how she felt: Dull. She could hardly feel anything. Her favourite foods starting tasting dull. Her favourite tv shows started becoming dull. Her favourite songs started sounding dull.
She was dull.
She wanted Tzuyu back- no, she needed Tzuyu back. But she didin't know how. Besides, she was the one who broke up with her.
Whenever she thought Tzuyu might text her, she remembered.
Shes probably with Lee Chan.
She was just a burden anyways, right? Sana didin't deserve Tzuyu. At least, thats what she thought.

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"Tzuyu, you need to get out of bed." Called Tzuyu's mother, for about the 6th time that morning.
Tzuyu groaned, she wasn't ready to potentially face Sana. She'd been able to hide in her bed for the schools week off, but alas, she must face the outside world, whether she liked it or not.
"I would honestly rather not..." Said Tzuyu, pulling the covers higher abover her head. She had absolutely no desire to go to school now that she had ruined her entire relationship with Sana.
How could I be so stupid? I was with him all the time, I didint even think of Sana... I'm an idiot.
She managed to pull herself out of bed, (With some struggle) and made her way to the washroom.

She washed her face, and looked at herself in the mirror. Yes, of course, she was upset. She was sad, she was mad, but more than all of that, she was missing Sana, and she knew, she just knew, she had to get her back. Someway. Anyway. 

Washing off her face with a towel, she pushed her pride aside, and sent that first post-breakup text. She tried to type out message about how much she missed her, and how lost she is without her, but alas, her fingers would not move. She wanted to tell Sana everything, but she couldn't. She had to do this in person. 

So many thoughts were running through her head at that time.

 Would Sana even forgive her? 

Would she even care? Does she even remember where Sana lives?

 What if her mom answers the door? 

All of these thoughts would usually be overwhelming, but not now. At that moment in time, all she wanted was Sana, and Sana only. Being embarrassed was the least of her worries. 

Tzuyu made her way over to Sana's house, hoping she had the right address, and praying to every god that could hear that Sana would take her back.

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so lads, how are we today

i have not updated in a hot year so soz about that but i logged back in and i realized that ALOT OF LADS LIKE THIS FIC (why.... im ass)

anyways... i think i'll be starting a new fic soon about satzu but i will be updating this one more often xd

so... thanks 4 stickin around lads :) 

also... i have a new ig account. im trying sis its prolly gonna flop tho its @/magicalbees toss a follow