Birthday party

Part 2

By now I have been crying for 15 minutes, but no one notices, a part of me only continued crying hoping some1 will notice, but no1, I feel my heart grow heavier, y is it that wen some1 is upset, and needs some1 to talk to, I am always there, I'm always the one that notices, but wen I need some1 there is no1 there for me. Which got me thinking even more, I only told two of them who I like, y, I think they will laugh, they will think its stupid, then I finally came to a conclusion, i don't know who my real friends r anymore.