Nagisa's secret

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It was the middle of the night, Nagisa heard something in the living room and he went to check it out. "H-hello?" He heard screaming. He then relized it was his mom and dad fighting, this time his dad was hurting her so Nagisa went to stop the fight. "No dad stop! STOP!!" Nagisa screamed and then he stoped the fight.  "N-Nagisa...w-what are you doing here..?" Nagisa almost started to cry. "Dad..please just stop.." his dad had his hand over Nagisa's mom's troght and then drouped her on the floor. "I-I-I'm sorry...I'm so so sorry..." Nagisa's dad starts to cry. "Mom are you okay?!" His mom noddes and then gets up off the floor. "Dad...I-I..." Nagisa starts to tear up but he didn't want anyone to see him cry, he ran up to his room and looked the door.

Nagisa's POV / at school

"Hey Nagisa!" Mako-Chan says to me. "Oh uh..hey!" I was still upset over what happend last night. "Hey Nagisa is there something rong?" I take a deep breath and try not to cry in front off Makoto. "Wh-what do you mean...there's nothing rong!" I give him a huge smile with some tears in my eyes. "Nagisa tell me, what's rong?" I want to break down and cry right then and there. "Nothing's rong!" I say laughing. "Nagisa I see tears in your eyes." I'm going insane, I just want him to leave me alone! "I-I never cry, anyways I'm gonna go to class, are you coming to class with me?" "Nagisa you can tell me-" I cut him off. "Sorry I'm gonna go, bye Mako-Chan!" I ran before he could say anything elas.

The end of the day

I sat by the pool, I didn't feel like swiming today to be honest I felt like I was going to trow up. "Hey you okay?" Haru-Kun asked. "I'm fine i just fell sick I might go home early today." "Yeah, you look pale." He puts the back of his hand to my head. "Nagisa your burning up!" I wanted to go home but I wanted to stay here so I wouldn't have to see my dad. "No no I'm uh..." I felt sleepy like I couldn't move. "Makoto, Nagisa pased out!!" That's the last thing I heard.

Nagisa finally wakes up

"Huh were am I?" I notied I was in my room. "Nagisa!!" I herd Makoto scream. "Ugh my head hurts!" I complain. He covers his mouth. "What happend?" They all look at me. "You passed out." Haru explains. "Oh sorry I wasn't feeling good." I wanted to be left alone... "Hey guys I'm gonna take a shower so can you guys ugh..leave." I blush a bit. "Oh yeah ok, we'll see you tomorrow, bye Nagisa!" Mako-Chan says. They finally leave, I sigh. Your nothing, your useless, kill yourself you don't deserve to live! I keep saying it over and over in my head. I finnaly can't take it so I then go to the kitchen...

The next morning at school

"Hey Nagisa!" Makoto greats me. "Hey isnt it a little to hot to be wearing something like that?" I'm wearing a long sleeve shirt with a sweater. "I'm fine it's cold to me." And then I giggle. "Yeah ok let's just go to class." We go to class after that talk. It's after class now and we have to go to the pool. "Hey uh Mako-Chan can I go home," he lookes at me confused. "But why?" I drop on my knees and start panting. Kill yourself, he doesn't like you! DIE! DIE! DIE! "N-NAGISA!!" there's a tear in my eye. "I-I'm fine!" I start to smile. "Nagisa! You can't always smile!" I can't anymore after he said that I lost it. "I-I'M SORRY!! I CAN'T! MY SISTER'S HATE ME, MY DAD HATES ME, MY MOM HATES ME, EVERYONE HATES ME!!!" I so hard i can't hear anyone elas, but then I relize that all of my friends are staring at me.  "Woah, stop calm down!" They were all yelling at me. "You hate me to?!!" I run away from all of them.

Nagisa runs back home

Why do you even bother talking or breathing?!

I start to cry. "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know!!" I keep repeating it over and over again. Finally I'm sick of the voice in my head I just want it to go away, so I grab a knife out of the kitchen and hold it to my stomach. "I don't deserve to live!!" I scream. I hear a loud *BANG!* "Nagisa?!" It was Makoto. "No! He can't talk me out of this...he can't!" I say to myself. He stops and stars down at the knife. "N-Nagisa..!! Put it down please!!!" I don't listen. "No I don't deserve to be here!!" "Yes you do! Your important!"  I Shake my head and steb my arm insted. "Ahh!!" "Nagisa!!!" I then pass out on the floor.

At the hospital

"M-Makoto?" I see him start to cry. "I'll always be here for you!!" He gets louder. "Makoto I'm so sorry..." I cry. He hugs me tight so I hug back. "Don't do it ever again!" "I promise." I say weakly.
He then kisses me on the forehead. "I hope I see you in a few days." "Yeah I hope I'm there"
         
                      The End

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