Day Dream At Night

An Intro of My Life

Hi.

I've always had a lot on my mind, whether it be dreams, ideas, things I need to say, or destructive thoughts. I feel like if I say my age it will invalidate my experience because not many take high school students seriously. 

However, some things about my current life include: I have the most amazing boyfriend, and I don't necessarily consider anyone else to be my best friend. I am swamped and stressed out with school. I am taking extra classes this year in order to graduate early. I live in what the people in my town call "Methleham" as a play on word to "Bethlehem." We have one of the highest number of churches in the bible belt of the United States, as well as some of the biggest drug bust cases in my state. I'm an atheist, artist, musician, secularist, and I couldn't give one shit about politics. 

I feel kind of awkward at times. I guess it all comes back to my religious standings though. I don't want this to become some hate journal/book/blog/whatever. I just want to post things that would become destructive in my own mind. What I mean by awkward is that, being atheist, I'm surrounded by so many people who do not accept me. My boyfriend, I'll call him Dawson (his middle name), is very religious, yet tolerable. I appreciate it. 

I feel like I'm getting scatterbrained in my writing.  

Some things about my past life: I was not born in the town I live in. Although most of my family is from here, I have always been the "black sheep." I have gone to the same school since I was little and moved here, I have had the same classes, with the same people. No wonder I'm so eager to graduate and leave early. I have had a really hard past that I won't be talking about till later on. I guess I have to earn your trust first.

Well that concludes my very vague, short intro. I don't really want to start this off with anything too heavy, like a memory or a journal entry. Maybe just a dream I had a few weeks ago. I hope you enjoy.