Unwanted

hmm

it has been 2 years now i have not been adopted. it makes me feel disliked,undesirable, and unwanted. I have seen many families walk in here hoping to find a perfect child, some look at my profile and think i'm going to be a havoc  because of my mother. But maybe it wasn't that bad in the orphanage, it was roomie i just had to make new friends when my old ones left, it hurt to see them go but what could you do it wasn't a forever home for them just me.

It was my birthday today i was finally turning eleven, eleven was my lucky number so i was so excited for my eleventh birthday. I was hoping no one knew about my birthday i wanted it to be my secret but of course they have files about me so they got me a cake. I have never had cake since my 3 birthday before my dad died, everyone was wishing me happy birthday, but something was up i could tell i never saw them celebrate anyone else's birthday just mine?. So i decided to ask abby what was up

“hey abby.” i said slowly walking up to her, “oh hey micheal, happy birthday,”

“Uh thanks, i guess, hey do you know what's going on?” “Um… Uh i don’t know, i got to go have fun at your party.”

Okay now i know something's up she normally tells me everything, am i being kicked out out of the orphanage i have been her for only three years what’s going on?.