One day, I'll find my happy place.
Happiness through infinite time and space.
No sadness and tears.
A place where there is nothing to fear.
One day, I'll find my safe space.
Where someone will welcome me with a caring embrace.
I won't feel afraid anymore.
And I'll finally be cared for.
One day, I'll find that someone.
Someone who won't shoot my heart with a gun.
Someone who'll love me for who I am.
No matter how strange, he won't give a damn.
One day, I'll truly be happy.
And I wouldn't want to give up so badly.
But, for now I'll have to survive.
And maybe one day, I will thrive.
September 12, 2017