You have no idea
How your absence
Tormented me day and night
How I would wake up in the middle of the night
To reach over to embrace you
Only to find an empty space
Empty like my heart
And no matter how many times
I told myself I'd get used to it
Each time my heart would break
Into a million pieces
And I constantly found myself
Wishing that I didn't meet you
Didn't know you
Didn't let you into my heart
Didn't let myself get attached to you
Didn't let you creep into my mind
Because you invaded my thoughts
And every single memory haunted me
Took me to dark places
And the worst part
I still hoped you would come back
Even when I knew it would never happen
