HOW DO I UNLOVE YOU? [CHEATER~LEVI ACKERMAN-READER]

9.

Its been 6 months since the break up and people are still talking about it. I haven't been out lately because i was busy recording the songs i wrote. Hanji and my friends have been calling me every week and wanted to meet up but i just couldn't. I know Krista is updating them about my situation and she said they understand.

Right now, i have a performance on an award show and I'm preparing for it. I'm still wearing the necklace that Levi gave me though

Now Im at the backstage, the staffs fixing everything for my performance. Krista said that Levi was here, on the audience because he was nominated as the new hottest man of the year. I couldn't disagree on that. She also said that he brought Petra as his date for tonight.

"You're on in a minute." the staff said patting my shoulder. She counted to three for me to go out. When the lights dimmed that's when i walked on the middle. I sighed as the music starts. I can see Hanji and my other friends looking at me.
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Different inflection when you say my name
Kiss me, but your kiss don't taste the same
Is it real or am I going out of my mind?
Curious 'bout the company that you keep
'Cause I hear you talking 'bout her in your sleep
And now you've got me talking 'bout her in mine

I looked at the audience and saw Levi watching me. He was holding her hand. I looked away and closed my eyes.

Ooh, and I bet, she has it all
Bet she's beautiful like you, like you
And I bet she's got that touch
Makes you fall in love, like you, like you

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect
Ay she's perfect

I can still see the way he looked at her when i was with him, i can still see his cold eyes when he looks at me that day, his lips that i kissed and his touch that was so cold. My emotions were coming back as i sing.

How does she touch you? Can I try it, too?
I know you're twisted, but baby, I'm twisted, too
I wanna know how she could make a man lose his mind

Ooh, with the smell of her perfume
I could love her, too, like you, like you
And I can almost hear her laugh
Curving on her back for you, for you

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect

I looked at him again as i was about to sing the next verse. He looked at me keeping his tears from falling. I can see Petra look at me, rubbing her belly. She really is pregnant and I can't do anything but to accept it now. A tear fell down from my eye and i just let it fall.

I can see her body rushing into you
Crashing on your skin
Burning within, burning so deep, deep
On your skin, skin next to me
She's crashing on your skin
Settling in, burning so deep, deep
On your skin, skin while you sleep, uh

I can taste her lipstick and see her laying across your chest
I can feel the distance every time you remember her fingertips
Maybe I should be more like her
Maybe I should be more like her
I can taste her lipstick, it's like I'm kissing her, too
Ay she's perfect

After that song, i let another tear fall but quickly wiped it away. The audience clapped and stood up. I see some were wiping their faces and some were still shedding a tear. Petra and Levi were sitting and she was glaring at me. I smiled a little and walked to the backstage.

"That was beautiful (y/n). But you still have another performance in a while." Krista said as we walk back to my dressing room. When i got there, i sat on the chair in front of the mirror. Krista left me alone for a bit and i looked myself in the mirror. I changed. From my make up to my clothing style. I changed myself and became like one of those sexy singers.

A knock on the door made me come back to my senses. I told the person to come in and it was Mikasa with the rest of our friends.

"hey guys, what are you doing here? The show is not done yet." i said standing to give them a hug. They smiled at me and sat on the couch.

"We wanted to see you, we haven't seen you in like 4 months (y/n) we missed you so much." Hanji said as she hug me again. It turned into a group hug when Mikasa and Armin joined. So Eren and Erwin got no choice but to join in.

"I'm sorry. I got so busy with recording. I miss you all too. But don't worry, we'll spend more time from now on. But i have to get my things to move from the new house that i bought." i said looking down on the floor. Mikasa put her hand on my shoulder and smiled at me.

"Don't worry, we'll help you. And we'll be there for you so we can keep Levi out of your sight." she said while the others nodded. I smiled at them again and nodded.

"Shoot. I need to change. I have another song to sing." i said while they giggle as i take the clothes that I'm supposed to wear.

"Well, hurry up before Krista kills you. Oh and by the way, does she have a boyfriend? A little birdy has a crush on her." Mikasa said smirking at Armin. Armin blushed while crossing his arms.

"No i dont! Shut up Mikasa. And i know you love Eren. You just wont tell him." Armin said smirking back at Mikasa. She glared at him and i saw Eren give them a confused face as well as Hanji and Erwin.

"So, you love Eren? And you like Krista? Well Eren, now you know who to date and Armin Im sorry but she's lesbian, but she has a twin sister named Annie. You would like her." I said rushing inside the bathroom. I heard the other two laugh and Mikasa scolding Armin while he fires back at her. I laughed at myself for having such funny friends.

They're the only ones who cares for me and I'm still living because of them.