HOW DO I UNLOVE YOU? [CHEATER~LEVI ACKERMAN-READER]

19.

Levi's pov

[edited]

I was driving through the road, the rain is pouring down hard today. I don't know why it suddenly rained but all i know is that i need to get to the hospital.

I got a call from Erwin earlier about (y/n). He sounded like it's not a good news since he's crying on the phone. I sure hope its nothing serious. I was with Petra and the baby at the mall when i got the call. We were buying some things for her room.

I finally arrived at the hospital and the first thing i saw was paparazzis. They're all surrounding the place with their cameras, ready to take photos of famous people.

Once they caught me, they started swarming me, blocking my way. They started asking questions that i don't intend to answer.

Levi, is it true that (y/n)'s pregnant with your baby?

Is she in coma?

Did you leave her for that other girl?

Is it true that the baby in (y/n) is gone?

Did she really attempt to get hit?

They asked. I blocked all of them away and just tried to pass by them. Luckily, im already at the entrance door of the hospital. The security noticed me and they immediately blocked the paparazzis from entering the hospital.

"I'm here for (y/n) (l/n)." i said to the reception nurse. She looked at me in sympathetic way and gave me the room number.

"She's currently in coma, we still don't know when she'll wake up. But your friends are already there waiting." the nurse said while giving me a pass.

She's in coma.. So there are only 2 things that could've happened. Its either the baby didn't make it or she wouldn't make it. I hurriedly walked to where the others were and ignored the other patients that are trying to get my attention.

"Levi.." Hanji said standing up from her seat.

"what happened?" i asked, my voice starting to shake from every emotion that I'm feeling.

"she got hit by a car, crossing the road to the beach." Eren said with his eyes all puffy from crying.

"How's the baby?" i asked with my heart being torn apart from hearing the news.

"So you just came here for the baby didn't you? You don't care about her anymore. How kind of you.." Mikasa said standing up. She never even looked at me.

"the baby's gone. It didn't make it. Since you heard that now, you can go." Mikasa said leaving the room. Armin followed her as well. Eren sighed and just rubbed his face.

"Levi, for once, choose her. Just choose her, care for her, i know the baby's important but she's as important as the baby. Can't you give her a little attention? She's in coma Levi. IN COMAAA." Eren said and just made himself comfortable on the bench. He laid on it, facing the backrest. I sat beside Erwin, my eyes feels like they're going to tear up. I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest.

"I never wanted this to happen. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm going crazy. This is all my fault. I should be the one who's in that bed right now. Not her. She never deserve this." I cried. All i felt at that moment is heartbreak and sorrow. Like everything in me seems to feel like darkness.

I dont know what to do anymore. I don't know what to say anymore. What should i do now that she's in that bed, not moving, not speaking, not hearing her voice. What if she never wake up? What if she leaves me?

///

"where have you been? Ive been calling you for hours Levi. Your daughter keeps crying, looking for you." Petra nagged as i enter the house. (y/n) and I's house.

I just got home from a photo shoot and its been a long day. I couldn't focus since that day. The day of her accident. Its been 5 years since i last saw her. In that bed. In that hospital. I never got the chance to visit her. The longer she's in coma, the longer she's losing weight. Erwin and Hanji postponed their wedding. They said they couldn't celebrate their marriage if she's not there.

For the past 5 years, i can see Petra's child's appearance more now. She doesn't really look like me. Her eyes are different than mine. Her hair is different than mine. She's not mine.

Now that i think about it, what could my baby with (y/n) have looked like if it lived? Would it look like her? Or would it look like me? Would he get her eye color? All these things were in my head. I kept dreaming about her. About the baby. I just wished that i could turn back time from the day i met this bitch and reverse it.

I miss (y/n). So much.

"LEVI ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING?!" Petra yelled while throwing things on the floor. Sky, watching from behind the door, frightened. The child has seen Petra's cruel side for many times.

"Sky, sweetie, can you go up in your room and turn your tv volume up? Lock the door okay?" i said as she nodded her head and ran upstairs. I waited to hear her door locked and her tv volume going up.

"YOU'RE STILL VISITING HER AREN'T YOU?! SHE'S DEAD LEVI! SHE'S NOT GOING TO WAKE UP WHATEVER YOU DO!! YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!! YOU'RE NOT LEAVING ME!" in that instance, she stopped, a red mark across her face showing. She stumbled back a little in shock. I dropped my hand on my side, glaring at her.

"Say that again one more time and i swear i will fucking kill you. You're the reason why all of this is happening. Can't you see? This is all because of you. You're a fucking slut, a gold digger, a selfish bitch. I will never love you. I only stuck with you for Sky. Now, you will leave this fucking house, alone. You can't bring my child with you. She's staying with me you fucking shit. Now, LEAVE!!" I shouted making her tremble in fear. She ran out of the house, the door slamming shut. I sighed in frustration and made myself fall on the couch.

Well at least the problem is gone now. I stood up and went upstairs to Sky's room. I was about to knock when the door opened a little. It was unlocked.

"Sky?" i called gently. The kid's been emotionally abused by that slut. I knew it when i heard her last week.

I saw Sky asleep on her bed. The television turned on to a cartoon, with her little stuffed rhino in her arms.

This child is so different from her mother, very different from Petra. I will never let anyone hurt her. This child is an angel.

Maybe (y/n) will love her.