OK so this chapter is by one of my favorite poets here on Wattpad so make sure you follow her and read her book Aperi Oculos Tuos.
It's hard you know
I try so hard to ignore them
But still every word they say to me lingers like honey on skin
I am afraid
The darkness is more than I can bare
And it's constantly overpowering my thoughts
My will to live is lowering but I guess it's not
Because for my will to lower, I have to have a will to live in the first place
I no longer value my sanity but my insanity is where the deepest comfort lies.
My life has shattered into a million pieces.
Each shard slicing a new part of me open as it falls down over my mind
Every word I say is a lie.
I'm not fine and I'm not okay
I don't feel anything anymore
Sleep is something I've grown to despise
1 reason is because of the numbness
99 reasons because of the reoccurring nightmares
Staying awake is and suffering the painful consequences is better,
than the nightmares that make me afraid to close my eyes
AN:/ READ THE REST OF EMPTINESS AND MAKE SURE YOU FOLLOW HER. HASTA Luego or see you later.
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It hurts to be Me
PoetryYou ever read poetry that's so deep and relatable you save it. No. Okay, that's only me. Anyways this book has poems that will leave you thinking for a while. Know that once you read these poems told in my story, you won't be able to stop.
