Freak || G.D (✔️)

S I X I S

I cleared my throat as I sat down at the dinning table, I was stone cold.

I glared down at Grayson who was peacefully eating his breakfast, I sat down staring at him.

"April are you okay. You look a bit shook" Ethan said placing a hand on my arm, I nodded and looked back to Grayson.

My dream was just a dream.

He'd never do that to me, he's too sweet.

Grayson was staring at Ethan's hand, his jaw was clenched.

"So what happened between you and Ethan last night" Jack said sitting down placing his plates on the table, "I'm pretty sure I heard a few moans" he laughed and so did the whole table except Grayson.

"Nothing happened. I'm pretty sure April was just having a sex dream" Ethan said and I glared at him and Grayson's head perked up and I went bright red in the face.

"So whatcha want to do today. We have like a week before school starts" Jack says and I shrugged.

"My parents aren't coming back for a few days, pool party?" Ethan suggests and my stomach drops. Imagine wearing a bikini in front of a bunch of pretty girls.

"I-I can't swim" I blurt out.

I could swim, well I did swimming lessons in 1st grade and didn't die.

So the same thing right.

"I bet you'd look nice in a bikini though" Ethan said kissing my neck.

"Pool party it is then!" Alex shouted.

Nate was getting the drink while the rest of the guys were inviting people over.

5 pm

Drink one.

I changed into a bikini and made my way downstairs, girls were on guys everyone was drunk and I stood there insecure.

I needed to get drunk.

6 pm

Drink 7

My mind was uneasy, I wasn't sure if I was going to remember anything tomorrow.

I stood up from my seat, knowing I'll forget I'll regret every step and breath I will take.

I made my way to the pool, where I saw no know one I knew.

It was getting dark and the party was settled down, people were fucking in the bedrooms or gone home.

I saw, Grayson, Alex  and jack in the hot tub laughing.

I made my way over to them, "Awe look she's drunk again" Jack said and I giggled then looked at Grayson, he was staring at my chest and crotch.

I got in then cuddled up against Grayson, he tensed up once I touched him.

The twos boys talked while me and Grayson started a conversation about chickens.

"Y-you know they jump and flap their w-wings. D-does that not considered as flying" I say and Grayson chuckled, he had alcohol in him.

He stared at my lips. And I giggled.

"So if I jumped and flapped my arms, am I flying?" He says and I burst out laughing at the shitty joke. But Grayson laughed too.

I heard a throat being cleared and I turned my head to see Alex and jack leaving.

They both winked at Grayson as the walked back in the house, I smiled at Grayson and we continued.

I sat on his lap and I wrapped my arms around his neck, we both stopped talking and he looked into my eyes deeply.

I only concentrated on his lips as he licked them, he quickly attached his lips to mine and I pressed my tongue between his lips he pulled back.

"What?" I say confused and he sighed "I-I'm sorry I can't" he said looking away I whined and placed my thumb under his chin directing his face to mine as I looked into his eyes.

I moved my hips forward earning a bit lip from him, and I smirked as I grinded back and forth on his crotch feeling his bulge against my heat.

I moaned as he closed his eyes, I was pushed back by Grayson and I fell hitting a tile scraping my arm.

"Shit" I whined at the stinging pain, I bit my lip and stood up.

"I-I'm sorry, I-I just didn't want to do anything with you Because your drunk" he said following me into the house while I held my arm making sure it doesn't bleed to heavily.

"I get it Grayson" I say walking upstairs towards to the guest room. He let out a relief sigh.

I stand at the door, "your obviously not into me. I get it. It's ok I'm used to it" I say before closing the door in his face.

Stay gay

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