What he feels /Virgil x Roman/Thomas Sanders fanfic

2 Talk to him

Romans pov:

As soon as Virgil left, thomas changed. He became so... insensible. We had been bickering for the past... hour? Yet we have still goten no where. Patton vanished, reason unknown... but thomas didnt change when he disapeared... odd.  Seconds later, patton popped back up... he looked very unsetled. Thomas was throwing gram crackers everywhere, logan distracred him while i rushed over to see what was wrong. As soon as i got to him, he looked up and said, "Its your fault hes like that..." "W-Who?" I asked, puzzled by the statement. "Verge," he replied... then snapped his fingers. 

I was in virgils room, the colors where fading... exept the purples. Verge lay on his bed, asleep from the looks if it... tear stains down his cheeks. Headphones on, and a purple aura surrounding him. I reached to touch him, and his aura blazed out. I felt what he felt... all the pain, the suffering. Several memories of us flashed before my eyes. But i felt something else in the mix of emotions. Love, but it was bitter... a sad type of love. The one only felt by someone who wasnt loved back. And all the while, one thing was in my mind...

I did this.

Virgils pov:

I felt a presense in my room, but i didnt open my eyes... i wanted to see what they would do. I felt them coming closer, so i made my aura lash out. I heard a gasp from the person, and a few seconds later, "I did this," My eyes blared open, "ROMAN?!?" I shouted as i sat up. He looked shocked, a little pale... and some what empathetic. He was never empathetic. "Get out," i said bluntly. He looked as if he was about to talk, but ive had enough of his words for a life time. "GET OUT! LEAVE ME ALONE! MAYBE ILL ROT AWAY LIKE YOU WANT ME TO!" And my aura burst again... filling the room, and shoving him out the door. He knocked on my door, he even shoved at it. Did he really want to insult me that bad? But no mater what he did, it wouldnt work. My purple glow had filled the room, it was like ice. Exept to me, i was used to the cold... and it wasnt thick when i touched it. This is nice... no insults, no arguing, maybe ill rot away. But who cares? I dont... if they dont want me... ill fade away. And thomas will never be the same, maybe thatll be their karma. As long as i keep this aura up no one can get to me. And whats the point of going out again? He'll never love me back.

Pattons pov:

Thomas had randomly fallen asleep on his living room floor, so i went back to rhe mind palace. And i heard shouting... "MAYBE ILL ROT AWAY LIKE YOU WANT ME TO!" And with that, a purple flash came from virgils room, roman flew out, and the door slammed. That didnt go well... but he still needed to talk to him. Verge is key to thomas's survival...