Chapter 5 It had been 2 days since Niall and I had spoken. Actually, since I'd spoken to ANYONE. Thomas had kept his promise. He made my life miserable. After my big feud with the 2 of them, Thomas called me later that day and asked for a chance. I immediately turned him down and 10 minutes later I was getting hate messages from everyone who had my phone number. "You're such a slut." "How to you have friends you ugly brat." There were many more that I refused to look at. Hate. Swearing. Why would Thomas do this to me? It's not like Niall and I were making out on the pavement. That night I didn't eat. I don't sleep. I had also been clean for 2 months and had thrown my razor away but I was worried about my past repeating itself so the next day I forced myself to put on a smile and walk to school. I ended up going alone. The second I walked into school the day after the fight was terrible. Everyone hated on me or ignored me. But the worst was Sarah. She wouldn't let me alone. But throughout the day, i never saw Niall. He was no where to be found. Finally the last period bell rang and I ran out of the back doors. The tears streamed down my face. As did the rain. Without an umbrella, I ran home to my empty house and broke my clean streak.
