Unloved. (A Patrick Stump Fanfiction)

Blood Red Lip Stick, You Dont Smile.

Chapter 6

Patrick.
It's been a week, I've looked all over town, contacted everyone and even asked strangers on the street, yet there hasn't been a single trace of Faith. I've tried calling and texting her over and over again but they either go to voice mail or just simply don't send. By now I was beyond worried, what if something horrible had happened to her? Even worse, what if she was dead? I tried to rid the thoughts from my mind but it seemed impossible, they just wouldn't leave. It resulted in me ending up in tears and crying on Pete's shoulder. He had turned up a couple minutes ago and let himself in to find me in a complete mess huddled in some blankets on the couch. I must admit I wasn't proud of being in this state but I just couldn't help it. Me and Faith just had this conection, almost inseparable... until now. Pete soothingly rubbed my shoulder in a circular motion until my tears slowed down, however They weren't stopping anytime soon.

"Hey trick?" Pete whispered softly.

I nodded for him to continue.

"Erm don't take this the wrong way but I know you've tried and tried to find her and had no luck but shouldn't you still be searching instead of siting in your couch crying your eyes out? That'll get you nowhere..."

What he said was true. Unbelievably true. I nodded again and stood up, slipped my shoes on and stood at the front door.

"You coming Pete?" I shouted into the living room and within a few seconds Pete was by my side ready to go.

Once we were in the car Pete asked where I had checked just incase I missed anywhere. I told him bars, the mall, orphanage, alleys, the woods, and all the other places I ha been searching for her. Pete thought for a minute then snapped his fingers.

"Hotels patrick! you didn't check hotels!"

With that we began to drive to the nearest hotel in search for my one true love.

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A ten minute drive brought us to a large hotel that I'd seen quite a few times whilst driving. We decided to check here so we pulled up to the side of the road and went in.

"Hello sirs how can I help" I cheery looking guy asked from behind the front desk.

"We've actually just come in to asking if you've seen this girl?" I showed him a photo of Faith on my phone. "We were thinking she could've checked in here maybe?"

The guy frowned and shook his head, "Sorry fellas I haven't"

"Thanks anyways" Pete said and we left the hotel with sad faces.

Although we had no luck with the first hotel we decided to keep checking. She had to be somewhere, right?

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3 hotels later we were starting to believe she wasn't going to be in any. We were now both really tired and decided to call in a day, however when we were driving back to my place we took a different route. Along that route was a brand new, recently built small hotel. Pete slammed the breaks on a stopped outside of it. If she had to be anywhere, it's here. I thought to myself as we entered through the double doors and stood at the front desk. A moment later a tall woman appeared and again she was cheery and asked us what we needed help with. We explained that we were looking for a girl named Faith. I showed her the picture but said she didn't realise her at all. At that moment a young guy joined her and saw the photo.

"Hey that's Faith, right?" he said.

Both mine and Pete's jaws dropped.

"You know faith? Where is she?" We both asked at the same time.

He laughed to him self, " room 24, she checked in a week or so ago"

"Thank you so much!" I said and quickly began running up the stairs to find room 24.

After running up a couple flights of stairs we found a corridor beginning with room 21, this was her floor. We walked past room 21, room 22, room 23 and finally reached room 24. I looked at Pete who simply nodded and waited for me to knock. I took and deep breath and raised my clenched fist to the door knocking twice then taking a step back. It seems as though a lifetime had passed before the door creaked open revealing Faith in a tank top and pyjama pants. When she lay her eyes on us she looked lost for words. She fiddled about with the hem of her shirt mumbling some words I couldn't make out. I opened my mouth to say something but by the time I could she slammed the door I'm my face. I looked at Pete who was already looking at me, he wore a shocked expression on his face and walked round me to the door. He then began banging on it loudly, shouting for Faith to at least talk to us but she never replied. It was almost as though she had disappeared.

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Faith.
This. Can't. Be. Happening! out of all the places how did they know I was here? I ignored Pete's frustrating shouts and loud thuds on my door and just lay on my bed in floods of tears. I wasn't prepared to face Patrick yet, he knows I love him from the letter and I'm just not ready to discuss that with him because I knew what his response would be. Faith I'm not in love with you, but we can be friends right? Friends. That'll all we could ever be. After half an hour the banging stopped but I could still hear Pete and Patrick talking in the hall way. I couldn't make out what they were saying but I knew it was them. Another half and hour later I couldn't hear their voices any more and I realised they must have left. I've lost Patrick forever. I continued to cry until I fell asleep, thoughts of the day I left flooding through my head.

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In Patricks eyes it's probably more like a bond between a brother and sister, however I find myself wishing he'd see it as more than that. In my eyes I see it as a love that could never be, he's a famous rock star, I'm just a girl who's life went down the drain, he's adored by thousands of screaming fans, Im a nobody who doesn't even have a family to love her. He's everything that I'm not.

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A/N:
Short chapter I know but so many people have been asking for an update so I decided to write this while I had some spare time at school so here you go!

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~Megan Stump

Title credit: Ghost Town // You're So Creepy