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(Warning, if this even seems slightly triggering please stop reading I don't want anyone to feel upset by any of these,  depressing mentions of self harm)


Who would've thought that the blade of a knife would be a comforting thing

As the light runs up and down the blade

Causing you to go into a trance

It's like it is taunting you

Saying "You know you want to"

The cold feeling you get when you run your finger across the metal

Making a shiver run down your spine

A feeling you know all to well

"Just one" you tell yourself

But then one turns into two

Two turns into six

Then six turns into ten

You look at yourself and feel nothing

Because you don't care to count

You've done this so many times before

Tried to stop but nothing helped

Always lying to yourself saying that you'll stop and be clean

How many more times are you going to say that

Before you realize

Your addicted to the pain

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