The Right Decision?

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´Yes.´ You said.  ´Heey sorry to bump into you like this but I have to go to the bathroom.´ You heard Cameron say. ´Yeah me too.´ He placed his hand on your arm ´Okay, well ladies first.´ He said and you smiled. You tried to track down the doorknob. You opened the door and tried to find the lightswitch. You flicked on the light and saw that Cameron stood infront of the door looking at you. ´I'll be back in a minute.´ You smiled at him and closed the door, you quickly changed into Shawns shirt and opened the door again. ´Hii.´ You said quietly, facing Cameron again. ´Hiii, that shirt looks good on you.´ He smiled at you. ´Well thank you! It's very comfortable.´ You smiled and looked at him. ´I don´t know what else to say, (Y/N). All I want to do now is kiss you.' He looked at the floor. You placed your fingers under his chin and made him look up at you. You looked him in the eyes and kissed him gently on his lips. You smiled when you broke the kiss 'Goodnight Cam.' You let go of him and walked back to Shawns room. Shit, Fuck, Duck. Now I feel guilty, I really like Shawn he is everything a girl could wish for and then there is Cameron the complete opposite of Shawn but still an amazing guy. What now? You walked into Shawns room and Shawn laid on his bed just doing something on his phone. He looked up at you 'Heeeey. Found it?' You spinned around showing off his shirt 'Yup.' You smiled and walked over to his bed. 'Scoop over.' You smiled at him. He scooped over and you got into his bed next to him. You laid your head on his chest and made circles with your fingers on his stomach after you pushed up his shirt. He placed his arms around you and held you tight. 'This is nice Shawn, just like back in the old days.' You had been best friends for years with Shawn until you graduated and the contact got less. You always spend the night at Shawns or he at yours, you were the ultimate best friends. You still were good friends now but you both got busy so you had less time to spend with eachother. You always had feelings for Shawn but you found it really hard to admit them to him, so you never did. And now there is Cameron. Uggghh.... so complicated. He caressed your arm with his hand and smiled at you when you looked up at him. 'I like this.' He said while smiling. 'Let's get some sleep Shawn, we have a lot of cleaning up to do tomorrow!' You got up and walked over to his light switch. You flipped it and tried to find the bed. Wait were you going to sleep in Shawns bed or in your own? You really liked to cuddle with him. 'Shawn is it okay if I join you?' 'Yes. Ofcourse. Don't trip, okay?' 'I'll try.' You chuckled and found his bed when you tried to trace it with you hands. You crawled next to him in bed and laid your head on his chest again. You heard his heartbeat going steady. 'Shawn you have to understand that I really like you. I just don't know what to do since I like Cameron too. I get these fireworks when me and Cameron kiss but I really feel comfortable around you and I've liked you for years Shawn. I just don't know what to do and it annoys me.' You sighed. '(Y/N), look you don't have to worry. You still have tomorrow, love. Get some sleep.' You smiled to yourself but still felt guilty. 'Goodnight Shawn.' 'Goodnight (Y/N).' He played with your hair and stroked it. It felt good and you drifted to sleep, feeling safe and loved in his arms. 'Shawn and (Y/N). Come on, get up, you lazy asses.' You opened your eyes and rubbed them. You laid on Shawns arm with your back towards him. 'Well goodmorning to you too Nash.' You sat up and Shawn fluttered his eyes open. Shawn looked at you and smiled 'Goodmorning (Y/N).' You smiled back. 'Goodmorning Shawn.' His voice was amazingly raspy which made him sound so sexy. You wanted to straddle him and kiss him. 'We are coming Nash, just give me some time to change.' Nash walked out of the door 'Don't take too long!' He yelled. You smiled at Shawn and got on top of him. 'You sound so sexy with your morning voice.' He placed his hands on your lower back and smiled. 'You look good when you just woke up.' You came close to his face with yours. 'Let's get some cleaning done, handsome.' You smiled and he grabbed your neck with his hand and gently pushed your lips on his. He kissed you gently leaving you wanting more. He let go of you and you smiled at him. 'You just let me go like that wanting more?' He chuckled  'Maybe.' You kissed him again and he slid his tongue across your bottom lip, you let him in and kissed him. You felt little butterflies in your stomach. He roamed his hands over your back and you liked it. He scooped up his shirt which you had on and roamed his hands again over your back leaving you goosebumps. You smiled and broke the kiss. 'Let's get out of bed.' He smiled at you and nodded. You got off of him and walked over to where your clothes were. You grabbed them and walked over to the bathroom. You saw Cameron in the hallway. 'Heeey (Y/N). We have to stop meeting like this because you always have to use the bathroom when I have to.' He chuckled and you did too. 'Goodmorning to you too Cam.' You smiled and ran over to the bathroom door. 'I'm first.' you yelled before he got there. 'Damn it, You're fast!' He said when you locked the bathroom door. You chuckled and got changed into your normal clothes which you had on yesterday. You fixed your hair into a bun and opened the door. 'Damn, you look good, (Y/N).' You smiled 'Well thank you, Cam. It's your turn tho to use the bathroom.' You chuckled and walked over to Shawns room again. You walked in and looked at Shawn, shocked. He was changing into some clean boxers when you walked in. He was completely naked. He faced you and immediately covered his member but you saw it just before he covered it. It was huge. You covered your eyes.  'Uhhhmmm... sorry didn't think you would come back that fast.'  Shawn said shyly. 'I'm sorry Shawn. I will go downstairs.' You tried to walk backwards with your hands still covering your eyes but your head hit the wall next to the door. 'Ouchh..' You said while giggling. You grabbed the back of your head with one hand but Shawn still didn't put on his boxers, he just looked at you. 'Okay, I'm gonna go now.' You couldn't help but giggle. You walked out of the door and closed it behind you. You walked downstairs to find Nash and Cameron already eating some cereal. 'Heeey, do you want some?' Cam asked while pointing at the cereal he was eating. 'Yes, I would love some.' He smiled and got up. He grabbed a bowl and some cereal and poured in some milk. He handed you the bowl 'There you go.' You smiled and placed it infront of you on the table and sat down next to Nash. You ate the cereal and Shawn came walking down the stairs looking good, like always. 'Finally, you lazy ass.' Nash said to Shawn. Shawn chuckled and walked over to the fridge. He grabbed a bowl, the milk, the cereal and made himself some cereal. He sat down next to you. 'Goodmorning everyone.' He looked around 'The house is a huge mess. Wow!' He chuckled to himself and ate his cereal. He placed one hand on his leg and then laid this hand on your leg. You smiled to yourself and grabbed his hand. You intertwined your fingers and ate your cereal. You finished your cereal. 'Okay guys, I will go and wash the windows since they are dirty as hell.' 'I will go and pick up the trash off the floor.' Cameron offered. 'I will mob the floor.' Nash said. 'Then I will place everything in the dishwasher and check out the furniture.' 'Okay, let's do this.' You got up and grabbed a bucket and something to wash the windows with. The boys all went their own way and you walked over to the backyard and washed the windows from the outside first. You laughed at the boys who were singing along to the radio and doing some stupid dances. Cameron walked over to you 'I'm gonna check the garden. How are you doing (Y/N)?' You chuckled since there wasn't a lot of trash or other things to clean up in the yard. 'I'm great, Cam. How are you?' You looked at him. 'I'm fine.' He smiled and walked over to the garden hose. 'What are you doing?' You asked confused when you saw him pick up the garden hose. You continued on washing the windows. 'Heeey (Y/N), Can I borrow your phone for a minute?' You looked at him. 'No, I left it inside.' You smiled at him and he turned on the garden hose and pointed it at you. Luckily he closed the backdoor when he walked into the backyard. 'AAAAAAHHH CAM, STOP!' You screamed and laughed. 'YOU ASSHOLE! THAT'S WHY YOU ASKED FOR MY PHONE, YOU BASTARD! WELL PLAYED.' You walked over to him trying to stop him from getting you soaking wet. You finally reached him and grabbed the garden hose from him. You pointed it at him and he screamed 'NOOOOOOO, NOT MY HAIR, I LOOKED SO GOOOOD!' He pouted, looking cute and soaking wet. You turned off the garden hose and Cameron grabbed you and threw you over his shoulder 'LET ME DOWN!' You yelled while pounding on his back and laughing. 'Nuu-uuhhh, babe.' He walked over to the pool and jumped in with you still over his shoulder. You took a deep breath and fell into the pool. You got to the surface and faced him. He swam over to you and looked at you. His face got really close and was just inches away from yours. You panicked a little, should I kiss him or not? I think I want to be with Shawn but I really like Cameron aswell. 'Cam, I don't know what to do. I see fireworks when we kiss but I've known Shawn for a long time now and I think....' He looked at you and his expression went from happy to sad. 'I know (Y/N), I know...' 'I'm sorry.' You said while looking down. 'Don't be sorry, Shawn is an amazing guy (Y/N) and he will treat you right. I think that I just need a little time before I can see you again. I'm sorry.' You looked at him and gave him a weak smile. You kissed him softly on the lips 'I'm sorry Cam, You deserve better.' You whispered into his ear. You swam to the little poolstairs and got out. Shawn and Nash were standing in the door opening and you gave them a weak smile before you passed them walking upstairs to grab a towel. You felt tears burning in your eyes but you held them back. It's impossible to love two guys but you still did. You wouldn't go a hunderd procent for Shawn but a thousand procent. You would give him all of you but it still broke your heart to leave Cameron like this. There was no other option. You grabbed a towel and got out of your wet clothes. You still felt sad and decided to go and get a shower. You wrapped the towel around you and ran over to Shawns closet to look for something dry and clean. Shawn walked in and didn't say a thing. He wrapped his arms around you from behind and just held you close to him. 'I never meant to hurt you, (Y/N). I never meant to make you feel sorry for something or make you feel sad about something. I never meant to put you in a place like this, to make a hard decision. I'm sorry.' He placed his chin on your shoulder and you turned your head towards him. He pointed at a shirt, a sweater and some basketball shorts. 'That's dry and you will look great in it too, it's comfy.' He gave you a little smile and you grabbed it. 'Thank you Shawn.' You faced him 'Now go get a shower and take all the time you need. Okay?' You gave him a small smile and gave him a kiss. 'Thank you Shawn.' 'Oh and don't worry about the mess, me and the boys will clean it up further. Take your time.' He walked out of the room and you walked over to the bathroom with the clothes. You took a long shower, you heard Nash yell something like 'Bye (Y/N), See you later!' after some time.  'Bye guys!' You yelled back. Cameron didn't say goodbye which wasn't that weird, you hurt him. You decided to get out of the shower and got into Shawns clothes. You dried your hair as much as possible and walked downstairs. Shawn was jamming on his guitar and singing along to the sound. He was singing 'Sweater Weather', one of your favorite songs. You smiled to yourself. You pulled the sleeves of your sweater and embraced him from behind. 'Heeeey, love. How was the shower?' He turned around and looked at you. 'It was lovely but I didn't want to interrupt your song. It sounds amazing, Shawn! You are going to blow away all those people on the tour! I know that for sure!' You smiled at him and he kissed you. 'Thank you, love. I want you to come with me tho.' 'I would love to, Shawn!' He smiled at you. Your phone buzzed in your pocket and you let go off Shawn and took it out. You looked at the screen. It was a text from Cameron, it said........

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