You Just Did Yourself

1.1K 26 10
                                    

'Well Shawn...., it turned out that he asked Chelsea to hit on me that night because he was jealous that you liked me. So if you would see me kissing another girl then you would be mad at me, the perfect situation for Shawn. Because he didn't want you to like me instead of him, so he asked Chelsea and.. God, what a dickhead. Shawn and Chelsea are hooking up with eachother on a daily base eventhough he has something with you.' Cam sighed and you couldn't speak a word. You lower lip began to tremble. Not only you were cheat on but you also were betrayed by your best friend. 

'I like you, (Y/N), a lot and Shawn just couldn't handle that so he played a sick game with you. And I know that I never ever should have kissed Chelsea but I just.. I was confused and yeah I fucked up.' He looked at you and you silently began to cry. 'Why would you force me to cheat on Shawn?' You asked him with the tears falling down your cheeks. 

'Because you didn't knew about Shawn and Chelsea at that time and for me that was the only ay to be with you. I told you the other day that Shawn wasn't that innocent and I only knew that because I asked Chelsea why she came back to me and she just bluntly told me that and laughed about it.' He shook his head and wiped away your tears. 

'Just know that I'm here for you, if you need me.' He looked down at the sand and you shook your head. 

'I just.. I feel so stupid and..' You cut yourself off. The tears started to fall down again. 'You are not stupid, (Y/N). You only know now, it's not your fault and I know that you are not stupid at all, trust me.' You nodded slightly. 

'I don't know who to trust anymore.' You placed your head in your hands and cried, not giving a fuck about who saw you at that moment. 

Cameron pulled you close to him and hugged you. He kissed the top of your head and just held you close. It was comforting at the moment. You were still a little mad at him for not telling our earlier and because he kissed Chelsea. You were mad at Shawn and even Chelsea, you didn't knew her in person but you didn't want to know her and you hated her already. 

'What am I suppose to do? How do I know it's true?' You looked up at Cameron with your red and puffy eyes. 'I didn't believed her at first when she tol me about it but then she showed me one of the last pictures she took and it was one of her and Shawn in his bed. They were both topless and the picture was taken a day before the party. She is to dumb to use photoshop and she doesn't has a problem with cheating, believe me, I know.' He was rubbing your arm gently and looked at you. 

'But.. I don't understand, why would someone like Shawn do that, it doesn't sound like him.' You shook your head. 

'You know what, I can text Chelsea and ask her if she is with Shawn. If she is with Shawn I will call her so you can hear it from her and maybe even from him.' You nodded slowly and he took his phone out of his pocket. He opened Chelsea's contact and opened a new text message. He typed as quickly as he could and showed it to you. 

'Chels, are you going to see Shawn today? I need to speak to him, Cam.' He send the text and locked his phone. Cameron held you for another five minutes and then his phone beeped. He grabbed it and looked at the screen. 1 New Message, it said. he opened it and you looked with him at the screen. 

'I'm with him now, I spend the night but I will go home in like an hour, so you can come over then.' Your mouth fell open. You looked at the screen in shock. 

'Shall I call her?' He asked you. You hesitated but agreed anyway. He called Chelsea and put his phone on speaker. It took a few seconds before she answered. 

'Heey.' She said. 

'Heey Chels. Is Shawn there?' Cameron asked her. 

'Yeah, I will get him, just a minute.' You heard her scream 'Shawn' and then you heard his voice. 'What Chels? I'm not up for another round, it will have to wait till tonight, I have to get to the meeting in 30 minutes.' He screamed back at her. You felt a lump in your throat. 'It's Cam.' She yelled back. 

'Oh, what does he want?' He asked her. 'I don't know, he wants to speak to you.' You heard her say. 

'Hello?' You heard Shawns voice through the phone. Cameron opened his mouth to say something but you cut him off by placing your hand over his mouth. 'So it has to wait until tonight huh?' You said. 

'(Y/N)?' He asked. 'I thought you were out of town!?' Shawn said confused. 'Sure you did, Shawn. So you could fuck Chelsea when I was gone.' 

'What!? I.. Bullshit. Who the fuck told you that?' He asked you.

'You just did yourself. Well, have a nice life Shawn. We are done and I never ever want to see your face ever again. Fucking asshole, I should've been with Cam in the first place because he is a better person than you'll ever be.' You ended the call and took your hand off Camerons mouth. He gasped for air and you giggled. 

'You almost killed me, you know.' He exclaimed. 'Yeah, right.' You laughed and he looked at you with a small smile playing on his lips. 

'Did you really meant what you said?' He asked you.

'Yes, Shawn really fucked up your chance and I'm willing to give you another one.' You smiled at him. 

'Thank you for trying to protect me. I get it now and it was for my own good but well, could we, like start again without forcing anything?' You asked him while looking into his eyes. 

'I would love to. You still want me to stay?' He asked you. 

'Yes, please.' You slowly leant towards him until the two of you were only a few inches apart. You looked at his lips and then back to his eyes. He slowly kissed you and you kissed him back. You placed your hand in his neck. You broke the kiss and smiled to him. He smiled back at you. 

It was Cameron, all along. 

A Matter Of Two Days: Cameron Dallas & Shawn Mendes (Fanfiction)Where stories live. Discover now