Eidolon

4.

Harry's been home for four months now and our daily lives consisted of morning calls from our mothers, breakfast, sex, cleaning, getting dressed up, going out for various things, coming home sex and bits of bicker and even more laughs.

I can't even forget how in love I am with this man. Everyday he reminds me just by being himself and it drives me crazy.

"Have you talked to your best friends babe" I asked

"Yeah, I talked to Liam the most recently and Niall like last week. We were planning to meet up but I don't know exactly when that's gonna happen" he said leaning back on the couch

"Oh okay well hopefully it happens before you leave" I said pouting

"Yeah I hope so, I don't wanna leave" he said pouting back at me

I groaned and got up from my seat to sit next to him

"I miss you already" I said hugging him

"Haha you're such a sap, remember we're bad bitches" he said laughing

"Harry! No I'm the bad bitch and you're the I don't know big dick" I said laughing making him laugh harder

His face turning red making him look like a tomato only made my face hurt from all the smiling and weird sounds of our laughs.

My stomach started to hurt as I tried to stop and tears were in my eyes. I honestly don't know why we were laughing so hard but I couldn't stop

"B-babe!" He said in between his laugh
After we calmed down we faced each other only to to start laughing again

"What a laugh that was great" he said

"Yeah my stomach hurts now" I said

"Mines too but it's worth it"

"You know I can't wait to marry you" he said making eye contact

"And I can't wait to marry you" I said smiling getting nervous from his look

"I don't think you know how much I love you and I can't wait to really express it, you make me so happy I can't imagine a life where you're not here and I'm not with you" he said smiling

My heart raced with his words, my eyes watered a little but I tried hiding it but I couldn't stop smiling.

"Babe that's so-" I was cut off by lunch finding its way back up and running to the bathroom to let it all out

"Fuck again" I heard him say as he made his way to the bathroom

"Harry" I said after finishing and turning around

"Yes"

"Do you think I could be you know?" I asked

"I don't know what you're talking about can you please be more specific" he said furrowing his eyebrows

"Uh you know like pregers?" I asked

"Babe it's only been two days maybe you ate something and it messed up your belly" he said

"We still need to make sure remember when we had a pregnancy scare" I said

"If you're pregnant I'm not leaving this scares me so much" he said looking at the floor with wide eyes

"Harry you're most likely right everything is gonna be fine. I haven't eaten that wrap in a long time it probably just turned my stomach" I said to make him feel better

"Okay well we should still go to the doctor and everything would be fine" he said

"Okay"

I brushed my teeth cause my mouth felt disgusting after throwing up. And I felt so uneasy because what if I am pregnant.

What if we were going to be parents. It's so bittersweet. He's 24 I'm 22. I think we could handle it. We're both good with babies.

We babysat together before. Of course we'll be fine. With my Hispanic family kids come from everywhere so of course I'm experienced.

I'm just scared Harry is too scared to carry on with a pregnant fiancé. If I am pregnant.

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"Okay my appointment is in two weeks" I said

"Wait so I'm not gonna be here for it" he said

"What? What do you mean?" I asked

"Ugh" he groaned shaking his head

"I just got a call from boss and he said we have to leave three weeks early to experience good weather that are meant for the spring magazine" he explained

"Well that just sucks" I said

"The good thing is i'll be back in a week, the bad thing is I'll leave sooner for my next location to Italy" he said biting his lip with furrowed eyebrows

I pouted and fit myself in between his legs my arms around his neck

"It's okay you're doing what you love. You're experiencing everything and seeing all these places you've wanted to see" I said then kissed his cheek

"Whatever is meant to happen will happen" I said smiling at him

"Yes I know and I love how positive you are but I wanna be here for you, what if we have a little guy in there" he said pressing and rubbing his thumb back and forth on my stomach.

"Well then it'll be fine. Stop worrying" I said kissing him

"Way to make me stop worrying huh" he said smiling then grabbed my ass in both his hands

"Harry!" I said laughing

"Make me stop worrying"

"That's not even what I meant!" I said

"But you initiated it!" He whined

"If I beat you to the room we go buy ice cream if I don't we do whatever you like then go eat pizza. Deal" I said

"Deal!" He said and he pushed me to the side and ran to the room as if his worst fear was behind him.

I walked slowly and opened the bedroom door as he of course slammed it close.

"Really?" I said shaking my head

"You know how much I love pizza"