Eidolon

5.

"Be careful out there Harry i need you here" I said over the phone

"Oh of course you do with your fine ass" he said making me laugh

"How was your appointment?"

"It was great, I'm normal and all. Healthy and well" I said

"Hey! hey! Fucker get away from my shit!" He yelled

"Ay who are you cursing at?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows

"I'll call you back babe! I think I'm gonna have to kick someone's ass" he said then hung up

I rolled my eyes I can't even tell him about my day. We always get cut off either by Margaret getting in some trouble or the connection. Or something.

Well the news everyone's been waiting for as in me and Harry is that I am indeed pregnant.

A month and a week to be exact.

Harry has of course been gone for of course a week. One more to go and he'll be back home.

It sometimes gets lonely without him but most of the time I visit my family or people come over or even his best friends would pass by.

It's nice knowing people care about you. As of right now the only person who knows I'm pregnant is my mom. Harry's mom is next.

I don't want the entire world to know as you can see the father has no idea. I already love this little baby.

It makes me remember our first pregnancy scare.

{ two years ago }

"Babe I haven't get my period." I said frantically

"Do you think-"

"Uh I don't know maybe" he said cutting me off

"Maybe it's just playing tricks doesn't it do that sometimes." He said scratching the back of his head

"Well not really when it comes it comes but you know we are active.. very active" I said

"Yeah yeah I get it, okay I'll go get a pregnancy test" he said getting up slowly to walk to the door.

I watched him as he walked slowly and once he reached the door he turned around

"What the fuck are we going to do?" He said raising his voice a little bit

"What if this is it? Is me and you parents right now! How? Am I ready to be a dad? Are we ready? Can we do this?! I don't know I'm scared as shit how am I suppose to do this? We're so young!" He said walking back towards me his face getting red.

He stood in front of me as my eyes watered. "Baby" he said rubbing my shoulders standing in front of me

"We could do this you know. I know we're scared and stuff but we'll figure it out, we always do" he said speaking lowly

I looked up at him and nodded and hugged him tight, he put his face in my neck and held me there.

After that he went to the pharmacy and brought me the pregnancy test.

Now I was waiting in the bathroom and he was outside the door. "Babe are you okay?" He asked

"Yeah just waiting" I said

"This is making me nervous" he said
I looked at the test and noticed the results.

I opened the bathroom door harshly and looked at him.

"What?" He asked

"I'm not pregnant!" I said smiling

"Holy fuck!" He said running his hands through his hair and hugged me afterwards.

"I'm gonna still go to the doctor to make sure but for now we could live with this" I said chuckling

"Yeah I know" he said

We sat down on the couch afterwards and ate some Doritos and Cheetos.

"You do know that if you were having my child I wouldn't mind it" he said out of nowhere

"Really?"

"Of course, I can't imagine my life anymore without you. It would be incredible if we had a child right now is the wrong time."

"I understand completely" I said "I feel the same way"

He turned to me and smiled before leaning in and kissing me

"I fucking love you"

"I fucking love you too"
"We are disgusting" he said laughing

"We are so cringe" I said laughing as well

"I don't care though cause you're my baby" he said lifting me up and sitting me in his lap

"Mhmmm"

{Present}

It's crazy how everything just happens. And I want to tell him so bad. But I want him home first.

I probably hold off on telling his mom as well as I think it'll be better if he does that.

I just wonder how he's going to react, if he would really be excited and want it.

I sat on my couch and watched 21 jump street for the millionth time. I grabbed my laptop and started finishing a chapter for my book.

My story is about a girl who no one knows the name of. It just makes her all the more interesting and she's sad.

Her life is filled with a bunch of issues and struggles. And she meets a boy who sees right through her. It's incredible their love story.

A story you wouldn't want to end as you go through every cute stage with them. But right when it's time to say I love you and right when she pours her whole heart to him. She gets hit by a car.

And the rest is about her being a survivor or not. Who knows? Oh yeah me.

It makes me think of me and Harry. I can't imagine losing him.

He's the love of my life.