I'm not okay

Wishes

I wished you had talked to me

And begged me not to go

I wished you asked me what I was going through

But now you'll never know

I wish I could have warned you

Of what I would do that night

And that I'd give you a chance to save me

To help me make things right

I wish I could've soldiered on

And worked through the pain

If I had maybe I would have been happy someday

But I got tired on my own

I wish the last time you saw me

You didn't rush away

I wish you would have hugged me harder

And told me you cared

Even if you were lying

And now you wish.

You wish you could hear my voice once more

You wish you could bring me back

To see me one last time

To hug me and tell me all those things

And then the world would be fine

But all these things can't happen

The nightmares have finally stopped

There's not one thing you can do

Because these wishes will never come true