Suddenly We Were In Love

Chapter 19

Viraj Pov:

Every time I meet different Kavya. I started liking her; I fell in love with her courage, sincerity & flaming self respect. And I believe in these things. I don't know whatever happens in her past but as I know Kavya it must be something big to hurt a lot. She is having a good broken heart and I want to help her, be there for her. Maybe one day she trusts me enough to share..............

Kavya Pov:

Today I want to say lots of things to him, but as always my past comes in front of me and I can't. I want to trust him but something hold me back. I want to be friends with him but I can't........

I don't know when I drift off but I woke up with mumma's voice she is calling us for Lunch. We all come back to house in morning after early morning breakfast. My grandparents have evening flight so we decided to take rest for some time. I take my long shower and come downstairs for farewell lunch with our grandparents. All of us talking about our day out. After lunch we all ready for airport. " Kavya I want to talk to you if is it okay with you can you sit by my side while we ride towards airport." Yes Grandpaa for sure you know how much I enjoy to talking with you. I know Kavya you spend your whole day with me share all your worries and fear with me in your childwhood I am your best friend but I betray you because I am not there when you need your grandpa, I am not there to share your worries fear.i am sorry beta." No grandpa why are you saying it you know you are my strength you never ever betray me please don't say that word. You are always there for me your words always help me to fight.

"If that's true then why you stop living why you become stone hearted person my Kavya is full of life she has feeling for everyone. Fight for a needy person we all lost you. I got to know from your parents why you change and shut down to world. You stop making friends doing fun things. And you never talk with anyone for three months after that incident and you have to take therapy you know na Kavya I am not here for you, but you should call me or mail me no one inform me. If today I am not here I did not get to know. That's why I am regretting it more that if I was here situations may be different today." No grandpa I want to tell you but same time I want to stand for myself and all your words help me you are not physically here for me but you are always there for me in my every step. You know when it happens to me I want to run away from here but I remember your words if you run from your fear they become stronger and hurt you more and it's all because of you because you give them chance to be stronger than you and hurt you. That's why I shut myself I don't want to make them hurt me or anyone like me to hurt. But I am not strong like you that's why somewhere I lost my confidence to make friends again I can't trust anybody except my family anymore. " But you start trusting Viraj, we all can see you can't deny and I know Viraj from last 6-7 years and I know he never ever break your trust. He is very responsible person. You know what when Abhay's parents die in a road accident he helps Abhay to recover from his loss. He was there for him in every step just like pillar. He cares for his family just like you and me. Infect we are not related to him but he is the one who make us family. Whenever he is in India he spends his evening with us so we do not feel loneliness. When your granny hospitalize if he and his family not there I don't know what I can do I am helpless.

I just want to say what happens in past it gone don't ruin your future for your past Surrender yourself towards what is coming and say yes to life then you will see how life starts working for you rather than against you. Give him chance and I am sure you are not going to regret it. It was last words from my grandpa before they leave. And I know somewhere I also want to give this friendship one chance.