(Song on the side is Somebody else by Mario ft. Nicki ninja)
And I finally say "fuck you it's only me",
Y'all real niggas ain't what you seem.
You seem right and all about it ,
I cry on ya shoulder you say it's okay.
You got me in the long way, I catch feelins.
Still scared, but unaware. You just anotha
nigga, actin like a thot. Only trying get me
to fuck, then you dodge me for a couple
months... Later on you hit me up, you tell
me you sorry ,what you did was not what's
up , tellin me these stories...They all sound
corny , and yo lies hurt. I pretend it's real,
deep down I know the deal. I know what it
is. You don't love me you just wanna fuck
but I keep it going prayin that you stay still.
Tears end up on my pillow case, mfas
laughin at me haa , trying to forget the pain
you put me thru ,but I keep reliving and
thinkin was this real?? I cant throw it
away , but it constantly blows up in my face.
My best friend says when will you wake up?
Daddy says aren't you fed up , I keep tellin
myself keep my head up. Maybe if I stay
we can get through it ,be so happy in the
long way and we can both say "fuck the world"
We on our way, we gettin paid, we sittin made,
and you lie again and I cry again puttin up
with the same shit , nigga who tf you think you
playin with?! That same game you spittin has
already been spoke , I say "astalamalakcum"
I keep it real, neva a faka, pick ya lip up baby
boy yo ass done got caught up once again,
don't botha tryin to have ya friends play
pretend. The screenshots even said it,
not puttin up with bullshit, go on ahead and
have the birch. Just know I hope you
remember it... tbh I hope ya ass sit there
and think of me , hope you start missin me
please hit me with that baby I miss you and
me, baby please give me anotha chance
come back ta me, no one can take ya place
, please say it. So I can diss-miss you and
tell you "never again", that was the old me.
Bitch go cry and tell a friend....
(To be continued)
