Help! I don't know what to do.
To be honest my depression
worsens because of you.
When I think of all the time we
spent, reminiscing of all the good
hurts even worse I wish it
wouldn't have went this way. What
once was something strong
is now something lost. It's
a shattered relationship that has
met my shattered world. Did
you want it to be this way?
Me sitting here to this day crying ?
Even though you were the one lying.
I blame myself cause I was buying
your lies. Even when people said
we were wrong I felt like we were right.
We had a bond that was concrete,
solid and tight, we were inseparable.
We used to think together we
would prove everyone that we
were untouchable, But you let your
friends and social media get to
your head. Instead of defending
the love that we had. You listened
to your friends, Then the lying
began cause you knew that I
trusted you. The only person I had
in this world you knew that it was
you. Even after I found out about the
lies I wiped my own tears and
remained by your side, but that
wasn't enough. I still got walked on,
shattered, battered, bruised, torn,
ripped, that's what it felt like.
Crying myself to sleep at night.
Wishing, hoping, praying on a call, kik
or text, but little did I know you
were at your best friends getting
wasted. Chilling with them other girls,
kissing them. Next day you lie to
me, saying your "Just chilling with
the guys" giving me perfect lines. My
head was telling me he's lying,
but my heart was telling me Don't give
up keep trying! So much shit
I finally said... 'this is it'. I still cry myself
to sleep, but Hey it's just part
of life I guess. You will be my
favorite heart break cause you will
always have the key to my heart.
As of now, I have to run and keep
my heart secluded. I can't look at you.
You, you ruined it ...
