Cheshire Cat [[EDITING]]

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A/N: I should start with; this story contains some graphic material. If you are not comfortable reading that content, this may not be the right romance novel for you. I will not be posting warnings on further Chapters. Please enjoy if you wish to continue.

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Also, this is a fan fiction, so yes there are a few cliché's and I will be the first to admit that. But it's a romance novel and what is a romance novel without a little cliché. I hope you enjoy! <3

This crowd was insane; mentally I thought I was prepared for what was in store, especially after my day yesterday, but the horde of enthusiastic fans was nowhere near anything I had imagined. I mean obviously this wasn't a light affair; I was attending a show for the biggest boy band in the world, in Los Angeles nonetheless. My anxiety level was through the roof, I was overfilled with anticipation. I only waited ten months for this, no big deal right? My heart thudded against my chest in an uneven pattern as the intro music came to an end, this was it.

Music began to fill the air and unanimously the audience burst into cries that almost seemed full of pain, but no they were joyous cries, even real tears which I found odd. Then, the moment we were all waiting for, the five men gracefully appeared on the stage. Suddenly I knew what all the other, much younger I might add, girls were feeling. This rush of adrenaline flowed through my veins; I felt butterflies in the pit of my stomach. This warmth masked my face for some unknown reason. All I could do was scream and cheer as I basked in their presence. I felt a little sense of fear as flashbacks from the past couple days fill my mind. He won't see me anyways. I push the thoughts away.

The first song was over before I could realize this was actually happening. The guys ran down the catwalk of the stage to pump the crowd up even more than we already were. Somehow, through the crowd and all the cheering and movements my eyes met his. I have never felt such a strong overwhelming feeling of nerves pulse through my body. I was frozen not sure how to react. At that moment our eyes met, it was just the two of us. Cliché, I know, but no less true. It felt so surreal but I couldn't break his burning gaze. Seconds felt like minutes as I bathed in the beauty of his emerald eyes. Abruptly another band member broke our intimate moment. All I could do was smile dumbly. It had to have been easier locating familiar eyes in a sea of jumping fans.

My subconscious couldn't help but mock the thoughts in my head. Better enjoy his playful glances over here now because once the show is over, you will never see him again. Not after your lie.

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1 day ago:

"Hey doll face! I am off work I am going to run home and grab my stuff than I am ready to head out. Have you gotten Maddie yet?" I ask Lindsay.

"Yeah, got her about an hour ago." Her voice carries through my phone, she sounds a bit distracted.

"Okay, well then never mind than I am going to grab you guys first, then we can run to my house get my things and we'll get some gas and head out!" I couldn't hide the excitement in my voice.

We purchased tickets to one of our favorite bands One Direction back in December. Now September is finally here and I couldn't be more ecstatic. Palmdale was only a little over an hour away from Pasadena, which is where they will be performing. Our good friend Alec lives in the area so we decided to turn this into a mini vacation; heading down there Wednesday coming home Sunday.