The Waves of Clementine

Feel

I don't feel anything
Anything at all
I haven't in a long time
Through all of summer and fall

You'll see me smile and laugh
But I don't actually feel joy
And I haven't felt any care for anyone
Not a single girl or boy

Even my parents can tell
That I'm fading away
But they know I won't admit it
It's not something I want to say

I feel like my time is up
I should just surrender to the light
So heaven, please open your gates...
Or don't. Maybe I'm not good or right.

Oh... how much I wonder what it feels like to be dead.