Twenty Øne Piløts Imagines

The Death Of My Significant Other (Tyler Joseph X Reader)

-Hey guys, trigger warning in this, causing of suicide and mentions of death, if you're uncomfortable with this, don't read, enjoy my lovelies xxx-

He left before I could say anything else, we always had fights and after that we would be happy again and all cute with each other, but this time, he was gone for good.

Flashback~

"I'm sick and tired of your bullshit, (Y/N) you always do this to me, I'm Dun (Ha pun, sorry) with you, I can't take it anymore!" Tyler yelled at me just because his friend decided that it was ok for him to flirt with me and Tyler didn't like it one bit, I tried explaining it to him that I didn't want him touching me and he was trying to get my boyfriend jealous instead he got mad at me for what his friend had done (Btw it wasn't Josh). Tyler ended up leaving without any further explanations, he had a bag and just left.

End Of Flashback~

It's been a whole 24 hours and I haven't gotten one call or text from Tyler, I was nearly worried sick for him, I tried calling him over and over again and his phone always sent straight to voicemail, I was crying and they wouldn't stop falling, at this moment it was only 2:34 am and about to be another day without any information about Tyler, I couldn't even sleep, that was until my phone started ringing, my head shot up and I immediately answered the phone thinking it was Tyler, "Tyler?" I was wrong a female voice spoke up and I listened, "Hello, is this (Y/F/N)?" I breathed in unexpected of what to hear next and replied, "Speaking, may I ask who's calling?" The lady answered again, "My name is Nurse Tina of (Name of Hospital), we had just recently have an ambulance bring in an unconscious man named Tyler Joseph in and he had your number as his emergency contact, but we have sad news and we'd like if you came down to the hospital, are you ok with that, ma'am?" Tears threaded down my cheeks as I tried to hold myself back from crying hard, I cleared my throat, "Yes ma'am, I'll be there in a bit." I hung up with the nurse and broke down, my lover that left me is now probably dead, that's what she was calling her for right? To inform me that my boyfriend is dead? And that's why she wants me to go see my dead significant other? I wiped my tears and grabbed my keys walking out the door not caring that I'm a mess with messy hair like I just woke up, my shirt and bottoms torn and got into my car driving as fast as I could to get there quick. When I got to the hospital, I got inside as easily as I could, my legs were shaking because I was afraid of the bad news that the lady was going to tell me, I told the man at the front desk my lovers and my name and he told me to wait for Nurse Tina, I sat down and looked at the floor not wanting anybody to see how miserable I was with myself right now. Minutes passed and a lady in a purple blouse came walking up to me, "Are you Ms. (L/N)?" I nodded my head, she sighed and looked down speaking in a sad tone, "I'm sorry to inform you that your boyfriend is close to dying, he got hit by a truck and he's barely breathing, he's only breathing for a while." I nodded and got up slowly walking and following her to his room, as soon as I looked in, part of his body down was red and his heart monitor was slowly beating, I had major tears streaming down my face as I rushed by his side grabbing his hand, he tried squeezing my hand as tight as he could and tried speaking but only coming out at a low whisper, "(Y/N), baby, I'm so sorry for walking out like that, it was a stupid thing to do, I got mad at you instead of him, it was really fond of me." I shook my head and sighed "No, Tyler it's not your fault, baby I let him touch me and I didn't do anything about it, I did all I could at first, but he wouldn't stop, so I gave up, I'm really sorry...." before I could process more Tyler pulled me close to his face and kissed me passionately and I softly kissed back as tears fell down my face and I could feel the wetness on his cheeks too, after he pulled away I felt something small and paper like with it too and when I looked at him his eyes were closed and that's when the heart monitor stopped, I broke down crying and fell to the floor balling myself up tight as I sobbed and they didn't try bringing him back, it was time, his time to leave me and take the other part of me with him up there. I soon stopped crying with still bits of tears slipping down, I looked at the letter and slowly glided my eyes across the sheet,

To my beautiful and Amazing girlfriend,

I love you so much, and with what happened right now, I'm dying, I got hit really bad and anything that the nurses do won't help, I don't want to leave you, you mean so much to me, baby girl, I've always dreamed of being with you forever, wanting to wake up to your beautiful (e/c) eyes and that adorable morning smile you always have, I have always dreamed of that and having you with me forever, but knowing that I'm going to die and I won't be here with you, I want you to stay strong for me and don't do anything that you'll regret, please, to ask you to be mine, I put in my pocket of my hospital gown something that I hope you'll always keep and promise to me that you'll never lose it, check the pocket. -I reached into the pocket of Tyler's hospital gown and pulled out a ring gasping and tears starting to build up again, I looked at the note again and continued reading- This ring, I was trying to buy a ring, I wanted to ask you to marry me and to be my Mrs. Joseph and I hope you accept the love in the beautiful ring of my beautiful fiancé.
                                                                I love you! Your Fiancé Tyler Joseph

I held the note close to my chest and slid on the ring, I was his fiancé, but he wasn't here to be mine.

Few days later, his whole family and mine had gathered to make a funeral for Tyler, everybody was there especially Josh, he held me as we both cried hard, I couldn't take this and I tried to stay calm, I wanted to end my life so I could be with my fiancé again, I would do anything to be with him

(Time skip because I'm too lazy to type a whole funeral)

After Josh dropped me off at home, I sat down in the house where I lived with my lover and seeing everything that he owned made me break down into horrible cries, I scratched at my arms as I cried, my anxiety was kicking in, the only time I don't have Tyler to calm me down and protect me from doing something insane, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a bottle of pills and one of Tyler's old blades and started cutting huge deep cuts making blood pour out of my arm like crazy, I smiled at my arms as my eyes grew heavy and my breathing slowed down, I slowly started falling sideways to the floor and whispered quietly "I'm coming for you, my love." And then I was gone.

-OMG, that was a lot of typing and that's so many words, I can't believe I actually typed that many words, I didn't expect to make this chapter long hehe, lol hope you guys liked it-