In which they don't know

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how painfully aware I am of my own decisions and their consequences, yet I still do it. :)

"You messed up, naman."

I know alam ko

"Why aren't you apologizing then hm?"

I dont know

"So ano?"

Ano, what?

"What are you going do?"

I dont know nga

"You can't leave-"

I know it will raise more questions than answers

"Then why do you sit here?"

And not face the problem head on?

"yes."

I dont know

"You like that sentence, you seem to use it a lot"

I guess

"For someone who is observant you sure dont know a lot"

I can't believing I'm using my own words against me. 

"Funny no?"

This is hardly a laughing matter

"You're running away from it"

Don't I always?

"It's a bad habit you need to stop doing"

Who are you to judge? You're me, we're the same person

"You sit here, you acknowledge your faults and vices and yet do nothing."

I'm not obliged to do anything about them

"Are you?"

I exist on my own terms

"You like to think you are insignificant to the stars, but we aren't in space"

I know

"You are significant to the people here"

A sad truth, but yes I am

"Stop running away"

No.

"THings will get worse"

So be it

"You don't mean that"

Do I ever mean anything?

"Fake deep."

Pot call kettle black. We're the same person.

"But you dont-"

Do what's right? I am aware.

"You're a peculiar child"

I'm a lot of peculiar things.

"stop running"

Stop telling me what to do

"Pot call kettle black, you're telling me what to do"

I know

"You're scared"
When have I never been?

"Self"
Awareness
"Is"
A
"Horrible"
Wretched
"Curse"

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 14, 2017 ⏰

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