My First Time: High School

Chapter 3: Forever or until I'm finished

"Hey princess," said Spinner when he closed his locker and locked eyes with me. Josh step in front of me his hands are both clinched into fist. Spinner takes notice and does the same thing. They start moving close practically in each other's face.

"What the fuck is this shit," Josh yelled tearing the paper and throwing it in his face as all the pieces hit the ground.

"Something for my baby," he said moving in closer to me. I took a step in between them before they fought again. People are watching at this point like a bunch of hungry piranhas.

"Spinner stop! You know Josh and I are engaged. I'm not your baby anymore." I said pushing them both back from each other.

"What the fuck does this fuck boy have to keep you around. You don't have to put this front up. I know you and you know me. Not this poser." He said trying to grab my hand. I feel the tensions rising between both of them and so does everyone else. Now it was clear that there was about to be something going down. More people draw in like magnets.

"I got her, you don't. Clearly she wants me. Stop fucking with her or I'll fuck you up!" Josh stated damn near squeezing me in between them.

"Bro you think she loves your goofy looking ass. She's confused. That's my fault but you know what it's all good I fucked up and I'm ready to claim what's mine so just step out the picture bro. Make everyone's lives easier."

"Stop!" I yelled as loud as I could. Everyone in the hallway grew quiet. They both looked at each other shocked. Josh and Spinner both grow sheepish before they redirected their attention back to each other.

"If Spinner just minded his own fucking business we won't have this problem" Josh scolded.

"You'll fuck up. They all do. I'll be there to clean up the mess but this time I'm staying." He said giving me a serious look. Mad I look away and focus my eyes on Josh who grows more mad seeing the way he looks at me. He reached his breaking point.

"Fine Mr badass can't learn his fucking place. Since my fiancée. My fiancée. Doesn't want me to fight 8 o'clock. You and me in a street race. Unless you want to back the fuck off!" He said ready for him to say otherwise. Spinner chuckled. Street races around our way was another way of respect and a lot of people did it. Whether it was to settle a dispute, win money, cars, or for lovers. Only rule don't get caught, and follow the course.

"Let's make it interesting princess. I win Dory and I go on a date. I lose which I won't. I'll try to back off."

"No your punk ass WILL back off," Josh scolded.

"Fuck it deal," Spinner said with a smirk on his face.

"Start on Rue La Fontaine ends at Le Mozart on 16 Mozart Ave," he stated brushing past him grabbing my hand.

"Don't cry when you lose bitch," Spinner said in the distance. Everyone gets out their phones and starts vigorously texting and making phone calls everyone was going to make it official. I pull Josh to the side.

"Babe I know you are a damn good racer but what are you doing. What if you lose!" I yelled waiting for an explanation. He grabs me by my shoulders and looks me dead in the eyes.

"He won't win over my dead body. I'll make sure of that," he said nothing more and heads towards our next class. Living with children. What exactly did he mean by that. I was more worried about the effect that Spinner had on Josh. Everyone thought since we were in high school our engagement was mere child's play. To me it meant what it meant. Being with my true love for the rest of my life. Only problem was having more than one love. I knew in my heart I loved Josh but somewhere deep inside me was a pulling feeling I got when I was with or even around Spinner. I thought our relationship was in the past but clearly my future was depending on getting him out the picture if I ever wanted a happy future. Was I willing to let him go though. I run to caught up with Josh I grab his arm and he stops looking off in the distance.

"Promise me no one will get hurt," he turned red and faced me. As I looked deep into his eyes I begin to cry. Yeah street racing was something I should of been used to but you always took that risk of pushing it to far. He pulls me into a hug. He steps back for a moment and wipes my tears that are now streaming down my face. My voice cracking I manage to say," promise." With a nod of his head was enough confirmation for me. We continue our walk to class in silence my mind is racing a mile a minute. The bell rings, and everyone continues to talk. Our teacher didn't arrive yet. Josh sits down and I sit on his lap.

"What could make this Valentines the best," he said brushing my hair out my face.

"Disregarding the non stop fighting between Spinner and yourself it has been a great day. You gave me flowers, we made love and now we get to spend time together," I said kissing his cheek.

"You sure baby? I could help you with the wedding plans. Maybe a nice massage," he suggested. I roll my head around just thinking about the thoughts of a massage. He gets up and sits me down on the seat and starts massaging my neck. Chills run through my body as his warm hands rub my neck. He pushes down with a little firmness. I close my eyes to savor the moment. He whispers in my ear,"before the race I'll take you out for a romantic evening. When we get home we can do whatever your heart desires." He kisses my ear and it brings chills to my body.

"Hopefully Kalyn, Crystal or the Demonater doesn't drop by," I said tilting my head back so he can give me a kiss upside down. Kalyn Pnenski was my good friend that I considered my sister. Crystal was my actual sister. People said we were like twins because we did a lot of things in common. Finally "The Demonater" was my mom. We never had the best of bond. She always had something to bitch about and blame on me. The main thing we fought about was Josh. When she found out that Josh and I was leaving for Paris she packed up too. So I tried to avoid my family as much as possible. Moving out made me feel free not like I was going to be judged or put down every five seconds. I look up to Josh's concerned face. I put his face in my hands and kiss his lips so softly. We enjoyed the rest of the teacher free class time.