Losing our minds

Lies behind one smile

Kate's POV

I really don't want to lie but....I'm not sure if I'm even in love with Harry. But I'm having his baby, I'm scared to even talk to him now.Today I went to the doctors just in case. "Okay Kate Tomlinson?"(sorry I didn't mention her last name in the beginning of the story but here you go another one direction character) I got up and followed the doctor into a room,"OK we need some blood test so we can get results and see if your pregnant or not any morning sicken or craving any type of food?" "I don't know I've have not been paying any attention to anything." Really ive haven't I've been thinking of other things like about Harry and what I feel about him. "that's okay we'll take the blood tests and call you and tell you the results." ".......okay." When they took some blood sample they let me leave to go home.... Back to making Harry sad and miserable. I opened the door smelled food, I looked into the kitchen where's Harry is wearing an apron. "Hey Harry" I took off my jacket and put in on the chair and I hugged him from behind,"hey Kate,you hungry?" "Yeah very what you have?" "Food." He laughed and turned off the stove."what kind of food?" He turned around and looked at her,"your favorite." He walked up to me and held me close to his chest. He laid his forehead against mine,"I-I-I need to talk to you about something." "What is it?" I sighed and sat down in the chair,"I uh went to the doctors today and they say they would tell me the results." "Oh umm okay that's cool with me." "Okay good thank you for understanding." "Hey I got you pregnant, it's in your stomach you do what ever you want with it." He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. My phone started to buzz in my pants, I took it out and it was the doctors,"I'll be right back." "Okay Kate." I walked out to the balcony and answered the call,"hello?" "Hi Kate Tomlinson?" "yes?" "well your pregnant......and your having twins!" I froze for a mintue....how Am I gonna tell Harry? "Okay thank you doctor brown" "welcome sweet heart my pleasure." The call went dead. It was silence and peaceful. I sat in the chair because I was getting a little dizzy....why me? I thought that after I get out of the asylum I would be alone and NOT pregnant but I met Harry the sweetest person I've ever met.....I don't think I love him....HELL I DONT THINK I TRUST HIM....but he's so sweet....I HATE IT WHEN DEBATES STARTS ARGUING BACK AND FORTH IN MY HEAD.......I think I'm going crazy......again. I went back into smiling trying to hide my sadness,"hey Kate what happened who was that?" "That was the doctors....she said that I'm really pregnant and I'm having twins." He looked at me and smiled,"THIS IS GREAT!" He hugged me my fake smile went away. Only if he knew..............