how do you move on from loving somebody who never loved you? how can you possible move on from it as if they did you wrong, when they didn't. you fell in love. you wanted them more than they wanted you.
so that's my issue. i was never loved back, not the way i wanted her to. sure she says "i love you" but 9 times out of 10 it's for pity. the other 1 time is her genuinely saying it but an i love you in a friend way, at best.
she's my world. my everything. i want nothing more than to make her smile, cause that smile makes my heart skip a beat. i fucking love her. and i can't do anything about it cause she doesn't want me that way.
my options? move on. i've known her for 2 years and loved her practically the whole time, and if she wanted more she would've said it right? yeah, that's what i think too. i have to move on. but i can't. i wish i knew what the fuck is wrong with me.
