Sorrow | yurio x reader

The discoverey

Words: 989
By: Vick
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About you

(F/n) (L/n) is a 15 year old girl your mom is dead you live with your dad in St. Petersburg he doesn't want a daughter he wants a son so he foresees you to dress and act like a boy you are not allowed to have friends your dad always abuses and in sometimes he rapes you.

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Your pov

I wake up laying on the  cold hard ground of my dads office I look around and I don't see him the door is looked as always I look down at my naked body and sigh a single tear falls to my cheek as I try to get up but at this point every bit of my body hurts as hell i try to get my phone from the table and look at the clock it's Saturday 16:43 pm I try to get up again i walk to the door I take a deep breath before walking out i don't see my father I start walking fast towards my room which is up stares I look the door I go to the bathroom to put some clothes I open the first drawer take out the bandages ( I don't now what are they called)

I start wrapping it as tight as I can around my breast so no one will know I am a girl I put on a black and white hoodie and blue jeans and white converse my hair was already short so I just comb it.
(This is the hoodie)

(This is the jeans)

(This is the hair)

I walk down stares I don't see my father he probably is out getting drunk somewhere.
I felt the cold breeze against my skin I was walking to the nearby ice rink I love love skating without it I would have killed myself already, my mom taught me how to skate when I was 8 she died too weeks after that when I skate I can be who ever I want, of course my dad dose not now and I wouldn't want him to know skating just lets my emotions free,guilt,sadness,anger,sorrow,helpless,pain my thoughts were cut Off by the tears streaming down my cheeks I didn't know I was crying I quickly realized that people are watching but as always they just watch they don't help but just watch.
I walked in it was empty I saw the boy at the cashier I waved to him and walked in he always lets me go in and I pay later i was lacing the skates when I finished I put my earphones on and when the songs started I just skated randomly around the rink then one particular song came faded i did a routine that I saw online .

(You did this routine but of course no one was there )

After that I just continued to skate around the rink as fast  as I can tears were falling like crazy I can't stop them then remembered that when I get home all I will find is just a drunk man trying to rape me once again or an angry man who beats down to the ground kicking and punching me I remember all the pain I remember the happy times when mom was around when he didn't drink or rape me at least, I slowly stop skating screaming and crying at the top of my lungs I get out of the ice take off the skates put on my shoes and running out I was running away from the memories the pain the pain.. i stop to see my self in front of my house I can see my fathers car I sigh and start thinking ....

Yurio pov

I walked in the ice rink to see a boy starting to skate "who is that idiot ?! " I say quietly in an annoyed tone His skating was gracefull and emotional I take out my phone and record him.
this routine is so hard I can't do it "is he faumos or something" I mumble
I was staring amazed then he stops and starts skating around very very fast it was dangerously fast
" wait is he crying ?" Mila said " I think so" I said  " wow how can he skate this fast with out falling he must be a professional or something and he looks cute " Mila said mumbling the last part suddenly he stops and screams very loud " shit my ear could have exploded" I said and before we could say anything he ran out crying luckily I recorded the whole thing to ask yakoov after that we just went to the rink and skated a bit before leaving.

Your pov

Ok (f/n), you have two choices you are now fifteen soon to be sixteen which means you can get an ID ( in my country you can drive and have an ID at sixteen) and escape this hell holl you can live your life the way you want it, ok so the first one is to go in let him do whatever he wants and tomorrow I will pack my bag and run away the second one is to run to your room as fast as you can and lock the door start packing my bags and run away through the window tomorrow morning.
ok, let's do the second one.
I take a deep breath open the door to see father standing right in front of me at this point I give up he looked at me wide eyes he smelled like old rotten alcohol "close the fucking door !!!" He yelled i did as he said he grabbed me by my hair dragged to the kitchen he then started yelling words that I couldn't understand properly because he's drunk he kicked me in my stomach until I started coughing blood

" you're a mistake just absolute garbage " he said then I hears him say "if only you were like your brother" he said I had a thousand questions but before I could say any thing I blacked out.
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(A/n) this was the first chapter of my first story 🙏🏽❤️
This is the story that I play in my head And I decided to share it with you guys so if there is any thing please tell me and I will try my best to fix it and sorry for any grammar or spilling mistakes English is not my first language