Addiction:A battle|✔ [VARSHRA FANIFICTION]

♔ADDICTION♔

Varun woke up from his bed unable to sleep.It was one of those insomnia nights.

He switched the light on and immediately his eyes shut due to the sudden brightness.He later opened his eyes and he met with his reflection in the mirror.

He sees himself in the mirror many times in a day but when ever he sees himself he can't help but think about how he looked not and how he looked earlier.

He switched of the light and tried to make things out.He couldn't see his reflection anymore due to the darkness.He was glad not being able to see his image.

Varun preferred the darkness more and hence sat on the floor against the bed.

"What am I doing with my life?",Varun groaned pulling his hair with both the hands that made way to his head.

His legs were close to his chest and back leaning onto the bed.

"I wish I could...die"

Tears pooled up in his eyes and he just sat there mourning about his only past which he remembered.

He,Siri...how happy they used to be under one roof as a happy family.Their parents were dead,yes.But their memories and photos,everything was still alive in the house.

That house,that very house filled with memories is not left all alone with no one in it.Empty...all empty with the blank walls cherishing the moments it had lived in.

Until that event...that incident which ruined things for ever.

'Why did that even happen?'

'Could god not show pity on us?'

'Do you hate me too god?'

'Everyone hates me...don't hate me.Please..'

No one hated him..but his brain was made to think eitherwise.

When people showered love on him...his brain was made to think eitherwise.

This was it.

He began scratching his own skin,making his nails pierce his skin and he cried out in growing pain.

'I hate everyone..i just hate everyone'

Past.

That one thing...has so much to do in a person's life be it me or you.

Only if Siri was not taken away that day...only if she stayed with Varun,at home that day...This day wouldn't have come.

With this all of his past came rushing into his head.He didn't want that to happen but he couldn't do anything about it.

He and Siri.

That group of guys.

His little bundle of joy in trouble.

The way things changed with one snap.

'Drugs take you to hell,disguised as heaven'

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Shraddha came into her room throwing her bag on the bed and lazily fell on the bed flat on her belly.

"Ugh!! I missed you my lovely bed!",Shraddha said slightly sleepy after all she worked so hard and came a bit late to home.

Just as she completed her sentence...her stomach made weird noises signalling that she was hungry.