A little girl with a big heart

Puppet Master

   23rd April 2014

Dear Diary

With the hot water running and a giant steam cloud forming I stood there think what am I going to do with the rest of my life I mean I could say this is it or I could actually do something I close my eye and put my head under the water I suddenly feel this hand across my mouth with some great force I was span around to come face to face with my father.

Could I be dreaming I must be right because the last time I saw him he was getting taken to prison and the troll and the thing she calls a daughter screaming and shouting at me I open my eyes and pull my head out from under the water and there was no one there I switched the water off and raced to Aidan's room where he had fallen back to sleep which was good but then he said "Hello beautiful come and join me back in bed " 

Without trying to sound like I was crying I said no and carried on with trying to get dressed but I can't I just broke down because I couldn't pretend anymore that things were okay with that Aidan jumped out of bed and sat there holding me as I cried cradled in his arm as he softly whispers "Everything is going to be okay, Your safe , No one is going to hurt you at all I promise" 

It took me about a good five minutes to get back to my normal state and I apologised to Aidan "Don't be silly I understand its okay I love you Charlie I am not going to leave your side" he said I have to get ready to go the cafe I am working a double shift don't forget to tell your mum and I am go to my grandad's after work is that okay your more than willing to come if you want but it is your choice with out realising Aidan kissing me so i can shut up and stop panicking I just don't want this to end at all .

Write later 

Charlie x