the letter
"but im broken"
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dear yoongs,
i love you. im sorry, yoongi. its my fault you're in this situation. i dont know if you'll ever remember, when you wake up, but thats okay. thats probably best. you'd find someone great, someone kind, someone beautiful, someone that is helpful, someone that is savage. you'd find them. when i saw you on the ground, i didn't know what to do besides cry. i knew it was my fault. i moved out of the 'bangtan house' and moved back in with my parents. i visited you every chance i got. that was until i wasn't allowed. i dont know if the boys have told you yet, but everyone seems to think i slepted with jae, Blake's bestfriend. i guess something was put into my drink when jae dragged me along to go eat with him. next thing I know, I'm in and unfamiliar room with different clothes. i left quickly, and as soon as i got back everyone was talking about it. including the boys. after that, i wasn't allowed to visit you. which was probably best for you, maybe you wanted me to leave you alone. I'm sorry for getting us lost in the first place, Yoongi. I've decided that everyones life is better, if im not in it. including, yours. i wish you the happiest of wishes in life, i hope you can fulfill your dreams, i hope you stay healthy, i hope you find the perfect someone and forget about me, I hope you stay in touch with the boys. ill miss you, Yoongi. i love you.
goodbye yoongi.
love,
yuri.
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