cold cowgirl emo

chapter seven

   "as much as i hate to admit this, its game over." i sit in music room three the club is not yet open and the hosts are in front of me lil is siting in a corner reading a book and aliceander is leaning against a window his arms crossed and looking out onto the courtyard. 

   "whats your answer tazzman." i hear the voices behind me and the back of the chair dip.

   "get out from behind me and you may live long enough to find out ." this makes aliceander giggle and me smile. his laughter is rare and it makes me happy to know that i made him laugh. "our answer is yes we will join your club." i look to the cross dresser. "i have just one question." tamaki nodes for me to continue. "why is she dressed as a dude?" all the boys stop moving the twins even try too cover her by saying how manly she looked. "oh, come on. i'm not an idiot. i know that shes a she." my siblings nodded in agreement. "you'd have to be a complete ditzz to think shes a he."

   tamaki looks horrified. "how did you figure it out so quickly?"

   i shrug. "intuition?" i wanna drag out the thought of us being all boy's. "besides cross dressing was pretty comen at our old school. so we got good at seeing the girls as girls and the boys as boys."

   "fine but before we can let you host we need to type you and you need a wardrobe change." tamaki snapped his fingers and the twins garbed me and lil, mori garbed ander.

   we were all pushed into a changing room. "here change into these." they hold up uniforms for us.

   lil looked at them worried. "why?" the twins looked about ready to jump us.

   "get out." we look to ander as he grabs the uniforms from them and pushes them out a bit forcefully .

   "tazz whats going on?" i look at lil and whisper.

   "they think you're a boys like ander and me."she pails. "so i was thinking that we could mess around and make them think that you are. so please just go with it, think of it as a game." i give her a playful smile.

   "fine, i just hope you know what your doing." she strips down to her underwear and bra before pulling the pants on  and the shirt . ander and i change as well, when we were done lil and ander are trying to tie the ties but are failing miserably. i fix anders and as i'm fixing lil's he pulls the curten back. i stand back to admire my work. "does it have to be this tight?" i roll my eyes before re adjusting it.

   "you guys look so cute!"as tamaki lunges at as lil pushes me into his arms. he spins around with my in his arms nearly strangling me.

   "help me! someone get the cling on off me!" i see aliceander move but mori gets to tamaki first. 

   "tazz are you ok?" i see lil  run up behind aliceander and slip, then she knocks into aliceander and he tumbles into mori and everyone falls to the ground(except tamaki, honey, kyoyo, and the doppelgangers) with aliceanders head landing on my lap. Lilith and i started laughing, soon aliceander joined in.

   "i got it!"tamaki snapped his fingers. he points to aliceander."your type is the protective big brother type, you" he points to Lilith, she hid behind aliceander."are the shy type, and you." he points to me. "are the fun type."

   i smile evilly."why?"i put on my best innocent face, and look up at him with my big brown eyes.

   he goes pale."w-well you seem to really like games, and alice-chan seams really protective, and lili-chan is always avoiding eye contact and blushes whenever i look at you three."

   "ok here's the thing. he only avoids eye contact 'cus you look like his last girlfriend, and she was a bitch that didn't know when enough was enough. besides she dumped lil as soon as the star football player turnd his eyes on her." lil had gone into one of the corners and was growing mushrooms all depressed like. "besides its best to leave the past in the past." (this is a true part of her backstory.)

   ander is over trying to talk her out of the corner, but failing miserably. " i didn't know."

   "its fine just know your limits and don't push em or you'll brake em and ill have to brake you." i offer a small smile.

   "your soooo cute!!!!" he ends up glomping me. my body reacts on its own. i throw out my elbow and then throw him over my shoulder, straddle his waist and hold him down by the neck.

   "tazz stop, that game isn't one you can play with him." i hear the shouts and snap out of it. i instantly get off takashi and rush out of the room, past a bunch of other students my head bowed and the tears running free. why dos this always happen?! whenever i lower my guard's my dark side always rears its ugly head. it always makes it hard to make friends, soon i had ran into the forest behind the school.

{aliceander's POV}

   "lilith be a dear and go after tazz, make sure he does nothing stupid." i say this in a whisper so the others don't hear. lilith nods and dashes off after our brother. i turn to the boy on the floor, i crouch down. "let me see." saying this i gently tilted his head up. "you'll be bruised for a bit but its nothing to serious. this'll help you heal if you take it now the bruise will be gone before you even get to school, what flavor do you want?" i hold up a small bag of my fathers fast healers for kids (the adult ones don't have a flavor and taste horrid). he asks for a strawberry one. "what'd you even do to get that reaction."

   after poping the med in his mouth he starts to talk. "well at first we were just talking but after he threaten to end me if i overstepped my limits i hugged him, the next thing i know is that  im on the floor with him on me holding me down by the neck."

   i nod. "that'll do it." i look down at my phone texting lilith to see if she found tazzman. focusing back on tamakie i sigh. "well tazzman hasn't had the best of lives, his foster father constantly drank and his foster mum was never around. most people thought that she was dead. but its his father that had the biggest impact on his, when his father was drunk it was really bad. he'd beat tazz, starv him, call him the worst of names."my phone buzzes. i look at it. 'not yet, but i think i know where he went.' with her text she sent a picture of a tombstone. texting her back i told her to look at all of them till she finds tazz. "then he got himself into some bad trouble."

   tamakie looked intrigued. "what kind of trouble?"

   looking at him i contemplate on what i should tell, or if i should even say anything on the matter. my phone rings, looking at the caller ID i see its lilith. "sorry but i have to take this." i stand tugging lightly at my collar. my worry for tazzman running me raw. i walk to a corner, i watch as the boys open their club. "what is it."as i ask this i can hear lilith our of breath. "lilith did you find tazz?"

   she huffs before awnsering. "more like he found me, he needs some calming advise ahh!"

  i hear a scuffle happening. "lilith are you their?" i keep my voice low and calm incase someone overhears.

   "chi e questo?" hearing this i suppress a groan. (who is this?)

   looks like i have to deal with killer tazzman. "come puoi dimenticare chi sono?" (how can you forget who I am).

   "padrone?"he sounded confused and slightly hopeful. (master?)

   "sì, ora scendi dal tuo partner e ascolta con molta attenzione," i hear the rustel of fabric and know he's no longer on lil. "amore, rabbia, tristezza, gioia, paura," i pause before saying the last one. "orrore."(yes, now come down from your partner and listen very carefully, love, anger, sadness, joy, fear, horror.)

"oh god it happend again didn't it?" he sounds genuinely afraid.

"ya, but don't worry you didn't hurt anyone. i'll meat you at home." saying this i hang up knowing lil would get him home safely.

"um excuse me," i turn to see three girls in the uniform. "would you like to sit and talk with us?"

i hold up a hand shaking my head. "sorry but i have to get home to my brothers." with that i leave, well i try to. the mini blond grab's one of my legs.

   "alice-chan wanna have some cake with me?" i untangle the boy from my legs.

   nealing down to his hight i sigh. "sorry lil man but i have to get home to my siblings." saying this i straighten up and leave the school, trying to not get lost in the proses.