Joselyn
"Bubbles can I ask you something " the beautiful mocha woman begged.
"Yes sure"she accepted.
"What are we" I asked.
"What exactly do you mean J "she asked.
"Never mind I don't-"
"No tell me...what are you implying"she said cutting me off.
"I'm just saying... I know we agreed to have sex without feelings involved but come on do you really believe I wouldn't catch feelings? I'm in love with you Bubbles"I confessed
"J we can't be together I'm sorry but you know what would happen if captain finds out we're together"she tried to convince.
"But she doesn't have to know"I argued
"Where's this coming from? This is just sex"she said annoyed.
"To you it is but I can't help but love you and it's not just the sex that made me love you it's much deeper than that. You're everything I wanted in a person Brenda why can't we be together?"I replied.
"Because we just can't okay I'm sorry but we can't"she said
"That's not a reason bubbles don't you feel anything when we're together"I asked.
"I'm sorry J"she said sympathetically.
"Fine"I said getting up to leave
"You don't have to leave Joselyn"she pleaded.
"I'll see you at work"I said leaving.
I made my way out her house with tears in my eyes and a broken heart. I sat in my car and just broke down...what she said was true we signed a contract stating that we must never have relations with our coworkers or else we'll lose our badge. What Brenda and I are doing is against protocol but I can't help it.
We agreed to fuck without feelings involved but like always I caught feelings for this woman. If anyone has sex with her and spends time with her they would understand what I mean it's addictive this feeling that I have for her but she was right we couldn't be together if we wanted unless we quit our jobs and I'm not doing that cause that's a steady check coming in and I can't mess that up so I made up my mind that we can only be partners but before I end this escapade I have to get my last taste of her.
I went back to her door and before I could knock,she opens the door with a smile and takes me in her arms...I'm gonna miss this.
Brenda
I sat there contemplating if I want to risk my career for this woman...she's a great woman no doubt about that but is it really worth it? I'm gonna have to let her go but first I want to get just one last taste. I looked through the window and saw that she was still there probably crying. I felt bad for making her cry but it had to be done.Walking to the door,I opened it and there she was...with a smile on my face and sex on my mind,I engulfed her and brought her in the house.
"One last time"she said softly
"One last time"I reciprocated.