The Internship Darkiplyer X Reader

The party

The boys started to drink all the booze besides Mark, I found a large leather jacket that belongs to Dark and put it on.   I took a bottle of Vodka off of the shelf and started to take some shots, until Dark came over to me and said "you realize this party is for us getting married in a week right, which means you need to talk to people and be your loner self, drinking all the Vodka". I responded "They already know who I am through you and I don't want to scare anyone, By my looks and me being so thin when this isn't my life and not the shape I want to be,I hate that you did this but I love you even more for caring about me so much". Dark then dragged me to where Mathias, and Nate were talking then He pushed me into the group. I automatically fell onto the floor because of the push, and so the jacket fell onto the floor and everyone could now almost see my ribs as I was breathing, I got back up and then they just all looked at me as if I was crazy to be alive. Then Dark pulled me towards him, as if we were going to dance. my Spotify playlist turned on and I ran outside to get some air and Dark followed me. I ran out of the front door, and grabbed my vodka and started to cry I eventually ended up on the ground not breathing because I was crying so hard. Dark came over to me and saw me on the ground panting and crying and in need of air and He bolted towards me and said "Y/N are you ok" then my face turned purple as more tears fell down my face Dark put me in his lap after he sat down and started singing Living dead girl. I afterwards started to calm down as the words " I TOLD YOU SO" came out of my mouth.  Dark responded " this is for us, I don't care what they think of you in fact" he then grabbed my wrist and dragged me inside, so everyone could see us dancing. Then Mark yelled for Dark, I then went to the side of the room drinking shot, after shot after shot until, I fell to the floor, Seán caught me, then the darkness came.