Chap 19

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A/n: so I'm update my books a little slow, because I have writers block and I'm normally wrote like 3 books at one and slowly release them. With that being said. I'm release a new book later today, so be on the look out for that. Oh and if there is anything you want to say comment below and I'll try to answer them the best I can~peace

Jordan pov
I don't know why I did it, yes I love keem. With all my heart, but I never thought I would do anything like that with mal, it felt good but it feels so wrong. Yes feels, I still feel bad. I love keem but I'm tired of getting hurt, but trying to hurt him only made me hurt myself again.

Keem: *looks at me*

Me: *walks through the door* I HATE MY LIFE *yells then walks off*

Keem: *mad but still cares* I do too

I wanted to get all of this off my mind, I been walking for 30 minutes and I had to run from paparazzi twice. I'm close enough to aja so I'm just go there

Aja: *opens door* umm

Me: *walks in* Sup

Aja: *close door* so why are you dressed like th at

Me: I'm mad. And sad, and hurt. And confused

Aja: tell me about it

So we both sat on the couch and I told her about how I love keem more then mal, and what happen.

Aja: look I don't know what to do..but say express yourself in music

Me: your right *stands up*

Aja: yeah

Me: I'm go do it now *runs out*

Aja: don't you need...and she gone

Aja pov
I wish jordan could find the right guy. Well I think she did, he just need to grow up.

Keem pov
I'm at my dad house playing with the kids all of them look happy. I made two handsome boys with the girl of my dreams, and I keep messing up with her. And I mess up with a fling. I don't love these girls I want jordan, but she made up her mind. I just wish I can get one final chance no mistakes. I love her with all my heart.

Cookie pov
Where are the kids. I called them 50 minutes ago and they said they will be here. Wait is that jordan

Me: jordan

Jojo: *run up to me with red eye*

Me: are you high

Jojo: no I was crying

Me: oh well I need you to preform

Jojo: okay. I'll do my new song. I only need a few things, no back up dancers, just me.

Me: okay  *gets phone call* gtg

I walked away from jordan and seen keem and the others walk in, I get on the phone and I find out the twins goes missing. I have to tell them but later. I need to get people out looking for them.

Show time

Jordan pov
I put on my dress and grab my mic. Show time

Me: I'm jealous, I'm overzealous
When I'm down, I get real down
When I'm high, I don't come down
I get angry, baby, believe me
I could love you just like that
And I could leave you just this fast *snaps*

Keem: *roll his eyes*

Me: But you don't judge me
'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too
No, you don't judge me
'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too

Keem: *sits down*

Me: 'Cause I got issues
But you got 'em too
So give 'em all to me
And I'll give mine to you
Bask in the glory
Of all our problems
'Cause we got the kind of love
It takes to solve 'em

Yeah, I got issues
And one of them is how bad I need you *starts crying*

You do shit on purpose
You get mad and you break things
Feel bad, try to fix things
But you're perfect *close eyes*
Poorly wired circuit *drop to knees*
And got hands like an ocean
Push you out, pull you back in

Keem: *starts crying*

Me: 'Cause you don't judge me
'Cause if you did, baby, I would judge you too *Aja runs on stage with mic and wipe my face and starts singing back up*
No, you don't judge me
'Cause you see it from same point of view *gets up*

'Cause I got issues
But you got 'em too
So give 'em all to me
And I'll give mine to you
Bask in the glory
Of all our problems
'Cause we got the kind of love
It takes to solve 'em

Yeah, I got issues
And one of them is how bad I need you

And one of them is how bad I need you
(I got issues, you got 'em too)

Aja: 'Cause I got issues
(I got)
But you got 'em too
So give 'em all to me
(You got 'em too)
And I'll give mine to you
Bask in the glory
(I got issues)
Of all our problems
'Cause we got the kind of love
(You got 'em too)
It takes to solve 'em

Me: Yeah, I got issues (I got)
And one of them is how bad I need *walk down too keem*  you (You got 'em too)
Yeah, I got issues (I got issues)
And one of them is how bad I need  you (You got 'em too)
Yeah, I got issues (I got)
And one of them is how bad I need you *stand in front of him*

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