8.15.2017

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A month ago a few days before the date in the title. I was having problems with a relationship I had. My boyfriend did not cooperate with our relationship, he would play video games and ignore my texts, he would text with his friends on Skype but ignore me. I was upset over it, and I went to an old friend of mine. We've been friends since 2013, he was my first boyfriend, my first love. He advised me to not be with him since I wasn't being treated right. I wanted to make the relationship work but he wasn't helping, so I took his advice. I was so upset over the fact that I've had so many failed relationships. I'm tired of it, seriously, I just wanted to have a boyfriend who loved me so we could marry and be happy. But after a huge realization. I kicked myself, the perfect guy was always with me, even though I broke up with him for stupid reasons, he always stood by my side. He never treated me wrong, never in those 4 years has he made me have a reason to hate him like all my other ex's. It was him all along.

I asked him if he missed us. He did, he just didn't want to get in the way. Luckily I still loved him, always have, I was just too blind to see. I love him, so much, we could have been together for over 3 years if I weren't so stupid. But luckily we got back together. I've NEVER been this happy with someone. I was always complaining and have been depressed due to family and friends passing away or other problems I had. But that one night, changed me.

He changed me. I'm now positive as ever, I wish to always be with him. We help each other, we grow together.

Happy 1 month anniversary

I love you dearly, McMistle

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