What's the point of this life
Whats our mission before we all die
Every day all my mistakes
Every hour all my heartbreaks
What's the purpose
I ask
What's the point
I wonder
To get good grades?
They don't matter
To get cool friends?
They wont last
For every good thing
There's a sad
Every day every way
Every mood swing
Every shred of hope cut off a string
The string to my heart
I'm so sick of everything
All the sickness all the hate
All the crying every day
Someone come on
Someone come tell me
Why to keep living
Why to keep forgiving
After every single time I cry
After every time I want to die
You say there's a rainbow
At the end of every cloud
But after there's more storms
More dark stormy days, no yellow shining rays
Nothing anymore is bright
Only bleak
Only darkness
Nothing anymore is happiness
Only sadness
Only blackness
Some people are so happy
I wonder what that's like
To go to sleep every night
And look forward to tomorrow.
No stress, no pain, its all erased for them
Every time there's light
It always fades
Every touch of life
Always dies
All the darkness in the world
People are still lively
Why not me
I ask
Why not me
I paint on a smile
But I'm still not happy
People think I'm one thing
But I'm really another
They don't know what's its really like
Each and every single night
Is there anyone else like me
Who understands, who knows how I feel
How the pain is so raw, is so real
I wonder I ponder
I start to think
I wonder if there's anyone else like me
If so then I'm not alone
If so then I'm not on my own
Wandering through unknown places
Thinking back to how my life has been wasted
Swimming through uncharted waters
Drowning in regret, of times I should forget
If there are others
Then they can help
So much better than anyone else
Because they know
How it feels
Every day
Because they know
How it feels
Every way
Yes there are others
I know there are
Others who also have scars
Others who will help
Who will guide and protect
Others who will try to help me forget.
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Lyrics Of My Life 🖤
PoetryHighest rank: #137 - 10/2/17 💜💜💜 1st place in 2017 Public Writing awards. I wrote these so please do not try to steal or claim them as your own. If you want to use them than give me credit or ask me. thank you :)