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A Queen

I'm a Queen

On my throne

But here I'm sitting all alone

Got my scepter in my hand

Ready to command

But my only demand

Will never be met

There's no Romeo and Juliet

Without the Romeo

You need them both

Need them together

Apart they are nothing

Apart they are like me

Lonely and lost

I need love, I need a King

It's the one thing I've been searching for oh so desperately

I've seen the poorest of people

Find true love

But why not me

I ask

Why not me

I wonder

I have more power then they can ever imagine

For this reason I cannot fathom

Why have they been blessed with the one they love

While I'm still waiting for mine to come

No matter the options

I'm never pleased

No one I've found has ever fullfilled my needs

No one I've found has coaxed my heart to stop bleeding

I'm still searching, still seeking

For the one I love

People want a Queen who's strong inside and out

From the outside I am

People come to me for help and guidance

They know I have the power of the world in my hands

So they come to seek my wisdom

My wise words of truth

My wisdom that helps, my wisdom that soothes

Little do they know

Inside I am nothing

Inside I am broken

A mess of emotions

My heart can only be fixed

By true loves kiss

People want a Queen who's strong inside and out

Little do they they I'm not as perfect as I seem

Little do they know the only Queen I am to them is the Queen of deceit

It feels like a trick, feels like a game

And no matter how hard I try

I just keep getting played

Keep getting betrayed

I try to get ahead

But find myself back at the beggining

I try harder and harder

But others keep winning

I'm being tricked, I'm being trapped

No matter the strategy I end up last

I'm the Queen in the game

The most powerful of them all

But the pawns

They prove me wrong

They watch me fail

And laugh at my defeat

I'm a Queen

I might be weak

But I'm a Queen

And being Queen means

You fight whatever comes your way

You fight to see another day

You don't give up, you overcome

So I say what's the point

The point of waiting for someone to come

The point of my heart breaking for love

I am a queen

I need to be strong

Strong for my subjects

Strong for my kingdom

Someday the day will come

Until then I'll rule like the Queen I am

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A/n

So some of you might have noticed that I haven't posted a new song in over a month. I just want to say I'm so sorry, it's not that I haven't had time, I've been active but have had writers block. To any writers out there, you probably know how horibble it feels when you're trying to write but have no ideas. That's what I've been feeling for the last few weeks but hopefully its over now since I was able to write this. Sorry again for not posting and I hope you enjoy my new song.

Also thanks so much for all the support I've been getting lately. I'm almost to 2k views and recently passed 500 votes. It blows my mind that anyone's even looking at my poetry. Thanks again for being so kind, I wish I  could hug every single one of you. ♥️♥️

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