The True Mockingjay

Chapter 34

I then explained to her what I have decided. I know she doesn't like what I have decided. She looked madder about it. But she has no choose. This is the only way.

It has been a while since I told them my choice. They put it into action right away. The next day after I told them Gale was the first to go. Everything went well that day. They didn't talk much he just sat there and looked at him.

Gale, Haymitch, and Finnick have been the only few that have visited Peeta. I have not even considered Prim to even step foot in that room. I am not that believable yet. Haymitch won't even let me go near him just yet. He's scared that Peeta might try to attack again.

I always go with them when they tried to visit. I just stay on the outside of the glass. I was scared if something might happen. I am not hundred percent sure if he's better. I just have this feeling that something bad going to happen. Mostly when Gale's visiting him.

Today Haymitch is going to visit him. We were walking to his room. He's still at the same place he was after he attacked me the first time. We walked into the other side first. I stood in front of the window looking at Peeta. Then Haymitch went into Peeta's room.

*Haymitch's POV*

I have been the door to Peeta's room. He was sitting on his bed like always. I felt bad for him. He went there a lot. Most of it he shouldn't have. I sat down at the edge of his bed. I then asked,

"How are you today Peeta?"

He looked at me for a bit before answering. He then said,

"I'm good. Thanks for asking Haymitch. I have a question. When get to see Katniss?"

"I don't know Peeta. To be to truthfully. I don't think anytime soon." I told him truthfully.

"I understand. I don't think I will hurt her Haymitch. I care for her." Peeta said.

I felt that for the boy. I know you care for her. But I care for her to for safety. I don't think he's ready to see her yet. I can't risk her safety for his freedom. I then said,

"Peeta, I know you care for her. We all do. But I'm not writing that risk yet."

*Katniss' POV*

While standing there watching this I starting to feel bad. I know he has feelings for me. His feelings are not the same as my feelings. He knows that feelings for Gale. But I know he will not give up. But I don't know what he remembers from the truth.

"What do you think I'm going to hurt her?" Peeta asked Haymitch with a serious face.

"I don't know what you'll do Peeta. But I'm not ready to take that risk. I'm sorry." Haymitch said to him.

I saw the sorrow in Peeta's eyes when Haymitch said that. Part of me want to go talk to him. But another part was not ready. Haymitch was right. We don't know what he'll do. Mostly when he sees me.