Isnt it funny how you can smile and laugh at the
Simple things?
Like a crush.
Its totally laughable because you
Know you most likely have zero chance with them.
Its not so easy to face that fact.
You get feelings of maybe a zoo
Stampeding in the pit of your stomach and you start to smile
Like an idiot when they do something cute without even realizing it.
They are completely oblivious to all of it.
Every little thing you do for them is just brushed off.
That little piece of your broken heart will always
Have a sliver of hope to it.
A crush can make you do some stupid things just to get
A bit of attention other than a conversation here and there.
It gets worse when you realize you fell head over heels
With one of your closest friends.
The one who has been there to dry your tears
When his best friend took your heart and turned
It into dust.
When you see him, it hurts deep into your soul
And theres absolutely nothing you can do about it.
That crush will eat you alive.
Thats the type of crush that can strike you with lightning
And you'll still some how come back thinking
That something different will happen.
Your own self doubt will get in the way
By the time you get the courage to ask him
If he wants to go to prom,
Or if he even likes you back.
Isnt it funny how a crush can turn your world around and make you
Want to give love a second chance?

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Poetry And Mixed Feelings
PoetrySome poetry that I have written over the years. I WARN YOU NOW! SOME OF THEM ARE TRIGGERING! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!