It's been a month and Keora my girl now we don't live together. Fuck Tasha.
I can do my job without somebody nagging me. She would always say 'What if somebody rob you?' 'What if you get caught by the police?' 'What if you get shot?', shit like that. But now she's gone and I'm free.
I'm cheating on Keora with Lilly.
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Me and Lilly just fuck.
I wouldn't have made it official with Keora but I don't want nobody else to have her. She told me without a title she can do what ever she want so I put a title on it.
Honestly her pussy is the only reason I'm with her. She can't make me laugh like Tasha used to, I can't hold a conversation with her like I could with Tasha, she's not smart like Tasha, and she can't cook like Tasha or anybody could.
When she made noodles for me they was burnt. How do you burn noodles?
Tasha never burned noodles. Shit she made them taste real good too.
I guess you could say I miss her cooking. That's it though, just her cooking. Well I kinda miss her head too. Still fuck her though.
Tasha
Me and Carter is official now, we have been for almost a month now. But we still haven't fucked. He must have a little dick or something. I wouldn't care as long as his head good.
Speaking of my boo he's calling.
Me:Hello? Carter:Baby I'm outside. Me:Here I come boo. Carter:Okay.
We hung up.
We're about to go to the gym. I am so out of shape. He gone kill me.
I grabbed my stuff then left locking the door behind me. I got in the car. We kissed then he pulled off. He had his hand gripping my thigh. That shit felt so good.
We just pulled up to the gym. "You ready,", he asked looking at me.
"I think so."
"Let's go." He got out then came and opened my door. I got out then we went in.
...
I'm sweating and breathing hard as fuck. He's not even sweating. "I need a break.", I said stopping.
"It's only been 10 minutes, not even that." Damn, you that out of shape?
"I got somethin' to tell you, I don't know how you're gonna feel about this."
"What?"
"Baby I'm," I paused for a few seconds. "Out of shape." He put his hand over his heart.
"I thought you wan about to say pregnant but I can see that. I don't under stand how though, you're a stripper don't you gotta exercise to stay in shape?"
"I don't, I just don't get fat."
"Well you need to exercise, it's good for you. Let's go." I rolled my eyes and huffed then got up.
...
He took his shirt off and women started looking. "Put on you're shirt."
"No.", he said still running.
"Now!"
"No!", he yelled making me jump.
"They're looking."
"Let them look." I just looked at him then went to the locker room. I got my stuff then left.
I don't know why that made me so mad.
I went to the bus stop and got bus fair out then waited.
...
While I was making me something to eat somebody rung the bell. I turned the eye down then went to the door.
I opened the door without asking who it was and saw Carter.
I rolled my eyes then tried to close the door. He pushed it with his arm and I pushed it with mine. "Please move away from the door, I'm not trying to hurt you.", Carter said. I didn't stop. "Tasha please move."
"Please go home."
"I can't do that." He started pushing the door a little harder.
I can't win why am I even trying? "Imma let you in but stop before you run into me and make me fall." He put his foot in the door then stopped. "Nigga you got 2 hands.", I said as I walked to the kitchen.
I heard the door close. Carter walked somewhat in. "Why you leave?", Carter asked.
"Cause I wanted to."
"You left for a reason, why?"
"I just told you."
"No you didn't."
"Yes I did!"
"No the fuck you didn't!", he yelled walking into the kitchen more.
I ran and got into this small space between the refrigerator and wall as he walked in. Something told me to leave a small place that only I can for it right here. I'm happy that I did.
I know what happens when you yell at a man so I shouldn't have done it. I just thought he wouldn't hit me because I yelled at Los and he never hit me, he would just yell back. Everyone is different though.
I'm so scared right now. He kinda buff. He could kill me. I want to live.
I saw him look in here at me. My heart started beating faster.
When he tried reaching in here I started crying. He pulled his arm out. "I'm sorry, I don't know why I yelled at you. Demetrius showed me what happens when you yell at a man. Please don't hurt me, I'm sorry.", I cried.
"Tasha come out.", he said softly. "Please? I won't hurt you, I promise." I said a small prayer then got got out. He held his hand out as I continued to get out. I grabbed it.
When I was out he hugged me, I hugged him back. I looked and saw that he turned the food off. I didn't even care, being in his arms felt so good. "I would never put my hands on you. No matter how mad I get. Okay?", he asked looking at me.
"Okay." He wiped my face then put his arm around me.
He picked me up and took me upstairs. He laid me on my bed. I'm not in the mood. "Umm-"
"I'm not tryna have sex with you.", he said cutting me off. He got in bed then kissed me and laid down. I got close to him and he wrapped his arms around me. I can get used to this.
