Lifeless { FRONNIE }

26: Pep talk

Freddy
I put my arms on the table, I felt the bones in my fingers crack as I put pressure on each finger, my lips straight, emotionless. A lifeless vibe snuck to the room. That last time I felt this vibe was when I was arguing with Chica. Arguing about a picture that was taken for some ones other desire.

"Bonnie" i say, his ears pointed to me, and his glassy eyes directed to me, the eyes of a beloved... whenever I saw those eyes earlier in my life, I would always break down and even though how much i tried i couldn't get mad while staring into these eyes. i took ahold of his shoulders and took a deep breath.

"Bonnie.. You.. Have changed" I say, saying this will maybe give him thoughts that I might break up with him, but that's not it. There are no reason for me to break up with him.. if he don't change his new attitude. I want a serious talk about all this.

"Well.. People change y'know" he mumble quite low while avoiding eyecontact, his ears hanging. He cannot look at me. It was like you could smell his shyness and embarrassment in the room.

"It all happened in a so small time space, it was like yesterday you where the one that hated alcohol, but today, you love it? Like, I don't understand" I say, he backed away a little, he still avoids to look at me.

"Just tell me what is happening" I say trying to meet his eyes. Something's not right, something happened when he was taken by Goldie, and I really-wait... 

Goldie. He took him.. He has done SOMETHING. This all made suddenly so much sense, but at the same time it didn't. It's like a brain game.

"Bonnie" i say, he didn't move a muscle. I suddenly realize that his breathing has sped up a lot. He is hyperventilating. His eyes staring at this one spot.

"Have something happened to you?.. Like I mean.. Have Goldie to be more specific done anything to you?" I ask, i could see tears form in he's eyes, his fingers shaking and I could see he was wishing for this conversation would end, I reach my arm out and stroke him on the chin.

"You.. You would hate me" he mumbles, what?

"You would want to kill me" he continued while looking down at his nails, they were trimmed, thats wierd? When did he start to trim them?

"If I tell you the truth, you would want to disconnect me" he said, he backed a little away, this is unbelievable, he is telling me that I'm gonna hate him if he tell the truth? has he swollowed some bad eggs or something? The only thing i can think of is if he has been cheating on me with... uknow. That thought sendt a shiver down my spine

that would be... so gross..

"Ok Bonnie, listen. I would not hate you for whatever reason Ok, if you had killed one of us, fine. I still wouldn't have hated you. If you had fucked my brother, i mean i would be really hurt and all, but I still wouldn't have hated you. If you ever set this place on fire, FINE! I still wouldn't have hated you. So please. Tell me what's going on" I bark, the sudden change in my voice scared him, his ears stiff pointed upwards. It felt like my lungs had deflated so I breathe in for 3 seconds, and then breathe out.

"Im sorry" i mumble, i shouldn't have reacted that way, now he will think that I demand him to tell me. He didn't move, his eyes began to tear up.

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(I just realized a lot of the chapter has been deleted bros, sooo ⬇️)

                                         Bonnie {spring trap}

While he was yelling at me i felt my feet trying to take over my body to get me to run. I felt the panic creeping up to me so i just took the word and yelled out sorry and started running for it. the location flew through my vision.