The things You do to me

No way!

Colin:

"So Colin, your fans want to know, how's the love life? You're one of the most sought out eligible bachelors and the public hasn't seen you with a beauty in your arms. Well... one that's not temporary." said Larry King.

I chuckled. "Well, my love life is non-existent right now to be honest" I stated.

The crowd cheered. I smiled. Why were they cheering? I wondered.

"So there's no beauty that has caught your eyes. I doubt it" He said leaning back in his chair scrutinizing me.

I shifted in my seat. It felt as though there was no possible relaxing position. Finally, I just leaned in towards him.

I looked him in his eyes before glancing at the crowd.

"Well..." I started.

"Well..." He pressed.

I looked towards Frank, who was situated backstage. He gave me a stern look. I inwardly sighed, I can't believe he's making me do this.

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Lucinda:

"Hey baby! I'm a rockstar. Hey baby! Big city. Bright lights. Sleep all day. Long nights" Rihanna's voice blasted through my alarm system.

I groaned.

I love Rihanna and all but not when she's messing with my sleep.I reached one hand over and pressed snooze. I poked one eye open and saw it was about to be noon.

I sighed and sat up.

I quickly ran to the bathroom as the familiar feeling came pulsing through me.

It ran deep from the bottom of my core and made it's way towards my throat. I got to the bathroom seat right on time.

Everything from last night came rushing back to me and out of me.

I wiped my mouth with a washcloth and grabbed my tylenol pills out of the cabinet. I took 2 before brushing my teeth and taking a quick shower.

I love this shower. The jets felt like a masseuse's hand. I closed my eyes and basked in the feeling. I could be in here all day.

15 minutes later I got out and dressed.

I wore something simple since my schedule was basically blank seeing that me and Colin didn't workout.

I knew I shouldn't have cleared it in case he wanted to do something with me today. Jasyn was so sure it was going to work out , and it's not like she gave me a choice anyway.

Man, managers these days. They're so bossy.

I was frustrated. I didn't know whether to be upset, relieved, happy, or angry.

I decided to catch up on my favorite shows, after all I haven't had some "me" time for a while.

8 hours later, I was situated in front of my plasma screen TV, (which was stationed in the theater room) watching reruns of being Mary Jane while eating Danes ice cream out of the jar.

I felt so low. I hated when I got excited to the point where I'm elated, only to be brought back to the cold cruel reality, life sucks.

I'm not usually like this. I love being happy and doing something constructive with my time. I always disfavored sulking, but can't a girl be a normal human being once in a while?

I sighed. I've been watching Tv for the past hours and I'm tired of it, it's really not helping me. I felt more depressed than before. Not to mention Mary Jane's boyfriend had a wife unbeknownst to her. Why were guys such screw up nowadays?