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October 1, 2018, part 1

Hi I am ken or Kennedy a closeted transgender guy and I have barely any friends but they all know and have been trying to get me to come out..... Anyways im 15 I have blue hair that is boy short people call me a girl because I don't have a binder and I have a large chest, I would have a binder if I cosplayed guys but I only cosplay girls so it won't be obvious that I'm transgender and my mom wouldn't notice tho I'm always locking myself in my room crying or screaming into a pillow I also live in Indiana. It is a Monday so shitty school ugh and I just got out of the showers I wear

Like I love button up shirts so I almost wear em every single day so yeah... I run downstairs to the kitchen and sit at the island in the middle of it watching my mom make breakfast she makes v

My second favorite thing ever after Ethan, of course, Ethan has black hair with red ends and his hair is always on his face and it's so cute and he plays football but..... He has a girlfriend named Sadie she hates me and that's the worst she's an ass she acts like in tryna "steal her man" I'm not, well I do like him and wish he realized that she's a bitch. My mom snaps me out if my thoughts "Kennedy??, Kennedy your gonna be late sweety" I hear this and shake out if it "oh sorry, daydreaming" After I say that I get up to grab my bag and run to school once I get to school I run to Layla, Louis, and California I don't know why his name is a state but it is and I like it suits him Layla has purple hair that's a long wavy style Louis with salmon pink hair that's way too curly and California with orange straight long hair for him. I smile and say hey to them they all reply with hi hey or hello. We chatted for a while then we went inside and went our separate ways to our lockers but I ran into Sadie and she got mad and said '' what the fuck, loser watch where you're going'' I just say ''sorry'' and she turns her head and says ''Ewww don't talk to me loser'' I felt a tear fall on my cheek but I wiped it away and walked to my locker. I tried to get my locker open but couldn't do it I blurted out "shit ugh why is my day going so bad'' I turn around and opp I see Ethan and he says "you need help'' I nodded not wanting to talk cause I know ima fail to say anything to him. he asks "whats your combination" I got surprised then realised and said " 25 40 32" he nods and moves to my locker and opens it for me, I say "t-thanks" I grab my stuff like my trumpet and put the stuff I don't need in close my locker and quickly get to my band class like ten seconds before the bell rings. few im not late im in this class with only Louis and he also plays the trumpet so I got to sit in the same section as him and next to him yay I sit down next him and he asks "why so late" I smile and say "I couldn't get my locker open" he nods then looks confused then says "why is that something to smile about???" I look at him and say "Ethan helped me open in it ahhhh " he laughed then said "aha yes now I understand' the school day went by quick it's now time for lunch yummy I got a salad, oranges, a cookie, and some water the lady said "that will be 7,50 ma'am" I gagged and gave her the money ugh I hate to be called by girl pronouns ugh I go sit down with Layla Louis and Cal oh that's short for California and he goes by it most if the time Layla has peanuts an orange and a salad "Layla you vegan you need something like meat in your system" Cal blurts out
Layla replied with " Cali I eat meat"
Then she pointed to the chicken in her salad Cal remained silent and mouthed o.k Cal got spaghetti squash and zucchini bread he has a weird taste of food and Louis got a salad chocolate lucky him chicken and white rice "look at Salmon boy with his dorks friends" some person teased like usual it's gotten normal for us for the past two years since I moved here so I know people I didn't live far from here, I lived in Cleveland Ohio most of my life I came out to my friends about 3 months ago I also recently got my hair cut also so eh  anyways I look over a random direction and see Sadie twirling he hair and being all flirty with Ethan oh yeah Sadie has green eyes and brown hair and she's so popular but she's an ass and she wears way to much makeup Like too much like v 

and she also wore cutesy little outfits that made her look really stupid

I kept eating my food and once the bell rang I went back to my locker and got my history book and quickly ran to class but failing and tripping over someone's leg hearing snickers and laughs I just quickly regathered my stuff and went to class this time, looking where I was going.

Hello fellas or may I say friends if you would like this is probably gonna be one of my more serious books unlike my fanfics