WONDER | Tom Holland [EDITING]

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R E A L L I F E

Tired, drained, sick, washed out. We're the words to describe how I was feeling at this very moment in time. I'd been feeling sick for a couple of weeks, getting hot flushes, puking and all of the niceties of being sick.

Lizzie had come to see me, since I was feeling so crappy I hadn't really left the house much since the VS fashion show. Which was awesome by the way.

Tom was out with Harrison, doing god knows what, probably something weird knowing those two boys, Tom was hesitant to leave me, he hadn't really left my side since I started getting sick. I had begged him to go out with Harrison for a few days before he agreed, but his one condition was that Lizzie had to come over, so that I wasn't alone.

Lizzie and I were sat on my couch, my head on her lap. I was drifting in and out of sleep, not really paying attention to what was on the TV. That was until I felt the urge to puke. I quickly jumped up, startling Lizzie, my hand was pressed to my mouth as I ran towards the downstairs bathroom. Lizzie following suit. She quickly made sure my hair was held back as I puked into the toilet.

I felt disgusting, I brushed my teeth and turned to Lizzie, "how many times is that today?" She asked as I put my toothbrush away "that's the fourth time I've puked today" I replied and she looked at me with pity.

"Do you know what could be causing it?" She asked and I shrugged my shoulders as I shook my head, and we left the bathroom. We sat back on the couch, my legs across her lap, the two of us in silence.

This silence was broken a few minutes later, "what if you're pregnant?" She asked and I began laughing, laughing hard. But then I began thinking. I hadn't had a period this month, I'd been craving odd things. My laughter subsided and my face was full of fear. When Lizzie saw my face her smile dropped. "I'm going to run to the store and get some pregnancy tests and I'll be back" she said and I nodded.

I was pacing, pacing for the whole ten minutes that Lizzie was at the store. She came back with 5 tests, and looked at me nervously. I went into the bathroom, pee'd on all of the sticks and Lizzie then came into the bathroom, her phone timer was on for the 5 minutes that it would take for the test to come back.

The second we heard Lizzie's timer we ran towards the tests and looked at it. Those two lines on every single test could not have been clearer. "Holy shit." She breathed out. There were tears in my eyes. It's not that I don't want a child. It's the fact that I'm scared. I don't know what Tom will say, I know he wants kids but neither of us expected it to happen this soon. "Fuck" I added, my eyes not leaving the 5 pregnancy tests.

Lizzie stayed with me whilst I waited for Tom to come home, as was planned in the first place. I was fidgeting, counting the minutes for him to come home. When he finally walked through the front door I smiled slightly. "I'm home!" He shouted through the house. He walked into the living room and Lizzie and I stood up. She gave me a massive hug and an encouraging smile as she said goodbye. She gave a small goodbye to Tom and she left the two of us.

"Hey babe, how you feeling?" He asked and engulfed me in a hug, pressing a kiss to my cheek. "Still crappy, how was your day?" I asked and pulled him to sit next to me on the couch. "It was alright, Haz and I met some fans out today they were sweet" he said, the smile not leaving his face once. "That's lovely." I replied, my smile not fading. No matter how nervous I was.

"Tom, I need to tell you something" I stated and grabbed his hand, giving it a squeeze, "what is it, love?" He asked, his smile not fading. I was silent for a moment, our eyes not leaving each other's. "I'm pregnant" I said, my eyes not leaving his, in search of a reaction. His smile only grew after what I had said registered on his mind, "are you serious?" He asked and I nodded. "I took five tests today, Lizzie got them for me" I replied and his smile grew yet again. He quickly pulled me in to hug him. "I'm going to be a dad?" He said into my hair and I nodded "yeah, you are... you're not mad?" I asked as we pulled away from the hug. "Of course I'm not, why would I be mad?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowing, "I know we wanted this, but I wasn't expecting it to happen so quickly, I was scared you wouldn't want a baby yet" I replied and he shook his head. "I know this happened quickly, but I want you and this baby, you're my priority, and now we have a little one to think about too." He said whilst placing a hand on my stomach. "I love you so much" he said and I smiled, pressing our foreheads together. "I love you, too" I replied, pressing our lips together.

The next day, we called the marvel cast over, including Harrison, the homecoming cast and Poppy, to tell them the news. Everyone was sat in our living room, some people sat on the floor due to there being so many people. Of course Lizzie already knew the news, so she was just sat there smiling the entire time. "Okay guys, so we have some news" Tom said, smiling. "Come on, tell us" Sebastian said, with a small chuckle, although, you could hear the nervousness in his tone, maybe he thought it was something bad. "I'm pregnant" I said and I kid you not, everyone in the room, apart from Lizzie, their jaws dropped. "You're what?" Chris(Evans) said his eyes wide "I'm pregnant, I found out yesterday." I said, everyone's faces turned from shocked to happy. "Have you been to the doctor yet?" Scarlett said and I shook my head "my first scan is next week" I replied with a nod and a smile. I turned my head to my brother who hadn't said anything yet. He was just sat smiling the cheesiest grin I've ever seen. "Seb?" I asked looking at him a bit weird "I'm going to be an uncle?" He asked and I nodded "oh my god!" he shouted the biggest smile on his face. He stood up and engulfed me in a hug. Everyone soon followed, congratulating us and giving us hugs. This is my family.

"Have you called mom?" Seb asked and I nodded "I did it this morning" I replied and he nodded "what did she say?" He asked and I smiled "never seen her so happy over FaceTime" I replied and he laughed. "What about Toms parents?" He asked and I smiled "did it this morning too" I replied and he grinned "reaction?" He asked and I giggled, "also extremely happy." I replied, the smile not leaving my face. I was happy.

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@aurorastanholland: excited!!👶🏽❤️ baby Holland on its way!💗

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