A Little Fantasy

For Fucks Sake

I awoke to find a sexy Ben looking into my eyes, it was just so great to feel like someone needed you, and wanted you, even though you probably look like shit, especially in the morning.

I couldn't help but my hand over his eyes.

I started down the hall. Everyone was still sleeping and Ben went to the restroom while I stood by the door waiting for my turn.

He came out straight up into my face and he kissed me. I looked at his shocked. 'i hope you know I remember what we did maria' he whispered to me.

'i didn't expect you to.. I just thought I'd be that.. one night stand..' I whispered back.

'you will always be more than that, love.' he whispered back then leaning in to kiss me again. I pulled away. avoiding the kiss.

'go back to that game room.' Sam groaned.

I giggled a bit then changed clothes.

I had his sweater on. From his own clothing line.

I couldn't believe he had treated me like.. he loved me? maybe this was just part of trying not to make me feel bad about doing that with him. Maybe he just didn't want us to end on bad terms.

I took a hot shower. Then I straightened my hair as Crista was in the shower. I then left to get my make up bag.. only to find a band whore sitting by Cameron. For fucks sake. I mumbled under my breath.

Cameron looked at me then he smirked while talking to the girl.

I just turned and walked back to the restroom. It's handle was fixed by now. It just didn't lock.

I walked in and started my make up. Crista got out and looked at me. 'So when im done I need to talk to you' she said in an unsteady voice.

'uhh ight. I will talk to you. in a bit. do you still need me to straighten your hair?' I asked.

'no. im fine today.' she said quiet. 'I'll be outside then k' I walked off the bus.

I sat on the frosty grass. I took a picture then heard some one chuckle at me. I looked up to see Danny. 'No selfies allowed, love.. at least not with out me' he laughed more.

Had Daniel Worsnop.. Just said he would take a picture with me.. like now? I had a big smile on my face. 'Come here then!' I almost shouted at him. He laughed 'really?!' he almost shouted at me to. I motioned for him to sit. 'fucking grass is cold as shit' he said while sitting down.

We took a shit load of pictures and Ben had popped up in a few. I laughed as we all did funny pictures. Then Sam, James, Cam, his whore, and Crista came out. We all laughed and had a moment of joy..

'Maria.. Can we talk' Crista said. 'Yeh, ofcourse.'

I walked over to the other side with her.

'So about Ben..'

I just smirked and sighed.

'Don't fucking tell me you have feelings for him Cris.' I said annoyed.

She grabbed my arm.

'If you hurt him Maria.. I swear-.'

'You'll swear what Cris, that you'll cheat on him with Danny?!' I almost shouted.

She covered my mouth.

'Would you please just shut up, God' I pushed her hand off my arm.

' Stop it Cris, you have Danny now. so just... knock it off. '

'For fucks sake! ' I shouted walking to the other side of the bus.