The Murder of Santa Ana

Ch. 1

My phone buzzed and it read 1 New Text Message 

From Josh<3

Hey baby wanna do dinner tonight? I'll cook for you :)

i read the message and smiled. Could this boy be anymore perfect? i replied back 

To: Josh<3

Sounds great I'll come by at 6 tonight 

and with that i put my phone back in my bag and went to my next class. The last class of the day and it just so happens to be my favorite class ever! Digital Photography :) i walk into class with my camera and say hello to my professor Mr. Burnes. While we were talking about today's activities his phone rang. He stepped out to take the call. A few minutes later he came rushing in saying that he had a family emergancy so class was dismissed. I grabbed all of my stuff and headed to my car. On my way home i decided that i would suprise Josh and go to his house. I pulled up behind a black car that i didn't recognize. Hmmm that's weird. i walk into the house because the door was unlocked. That was weird too. i walk up the stairs and there's clothes in front of his door. That boy is so messy oh goodness. I knock on his bedroom door then walk in to Josh and another girl making out half naked. I stood there stunned. Never in a million years did i think that he would cheat on me. I coughed getting his attention. He jumped up and was frozen in fear where he stood. "S-samantha wha-at are y-you d-doing here?" The girl on the bed was looking at me with a smirk on her face. She stood up and touched Josh's arm. "who is she baby?" she started to kiss his neck and that is when i had, had enough. i ran downstairs in anger and in heartbreak. i could hear Josh yelling after me running just as fast as i was. He grabbed my arm and spun me around "Let me go Joshua!" he pulled me to him hugging me. i struggled trying to break free of his grip but my strength was no match for his. He kissed the top of my head. "Baby stop fighting me, I'm so sorry" i cried into his chest harder than I've ever cried in my life. "No Josh I'm sorry that i just spent the last 2 and a half years with a guy who was never any good for me. Someone that never actually loved me! Someone who only saw me as a toy! Someone that was just a loser anyway. Just a stupid player!" His grip loosened enough for me to push him away. I had hurt him with my words, But he had hurt me with his actions. I never cheated on him, never even thought about it. I looked at Josh straight in the eyes and said something that i have never said to anyone ever "I hate you.......go burn in hell!" and with that i turned around and left. I sat outside his house in my car my vision too blurred by tears to drive. I just sat in the car and cried until the pain in my chest dissapeared and a sudden flush of anger pumped through my veins. I turned my car on and flew through the streets. I headed to the bar, I've never been a big drinker but i needed something to numb the pain. I pulled into the parking lot and walked into the bar straight to the counter. The guy who worked behind the counter smiled and said "what can i get you honey?" he seemed a bit saddened by my blank stare "3 shots of tequilla" he nodded and i handed him my credit card. He was cute, a ginger i like it. He had a sutble beard growing and piercing green eyes. He set my drinks on the counter in front of me. i grabbed the first one throwing it back, letting the burn of the alcohol take away the emotional pain i was feeling. I immediately felt a buzz coming on. "oh yeah that's nice." i smiled enjoying the burn it left in my throat. "bad break up sweetie?" the bartender asked. I nodded my head "he cheated on me after almost 3 years."  he gave me a sad look "aww I'm sorry that's rough......I'm Jeremey  by the way." he stuck his hand out and i shook it "Hi I'm Sammie." I took another shot getting  a bit of a  headache but loosening up enough to start talking to Jeremey. After a few hours of talking and about 8 shots  of tequilla later, Jeremey said "hey i get off in about 15 minutes, what do you say about going back to my place. Just kinda hang out." i giggled and nodded my head. Some lady came and sat down next to me at the bar. We started talking for a while, i found out her name was Shannon she was 32 and she had a daugther named Violet. How lovely i s that. I told her that one time when i was 7 my goldfish died and i broke into hysterics. i sobbed into her shoulder while she tried comforting me. "OH SHANNON HE WAS SUCH A GOOD GOLDFISH! HE LOVED TO SWIM, HE LOVED IT SO MUCH HE SPENT HIS WHOLE LIFE DOING IT! I MISS YOU JEFFERY!!!!" I continued to sob until Jeremey came by and asked if I was ready. He laughed and said "oh yeah the alcohol has definately kicked in. Come on let's go back to my place." i nodded my head and we walked out of the bar.......oh my god i was going home with a stranger 

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